Farhana Aziz

:)

2012-02-06T21:24:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Everything's gonna be okay eventually. InsyaALLAH.

2012-02-04T07:53:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Kau nyatakan ini. Hatiku terluka. Kau nyatakan itu. Dan hatiku terluka lagi.

Kenapa?

Aku juga tidak pasti.

Kadang-kala aku juga tidak memahami diri ini. Tolonglah. Zahirkan yang tersirat. Agar aku memahami apa yang kau katakan. Dan agar aku dapat membaiki kekuranganku yang terzahir di pandanganmu.

Kau ada, kau tiada. Perlukah aku peduli?

2012-01-23T10:13:00.000-08:00

If I Die Young
by The Band Perry

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh well
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I've never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holdin' my hand,
There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (oh, uh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save 'em for a time when you're really gonna need 'em, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

***************

assalamualaikum wbt.

Oh, aku suka lagu ni. Selain suara singer tu sendiri yang sedap*Ye, aku selalu dengar lagu tanpa ambil tahu background penyanyi. Kalau mana-mana singer dengar ni mesti diorang bengang.* aku jugak suka lirik die. Quite meaningful for me.

Time rabak hari tu pun suka dengar lagu ni even lirik dia tak macam orang tengah rabak. Mungkin lagu ni mengingatkan aku yang hidup ni hanya sementara. So live it while you can.

Why make a fuss over a wrong person when you can go and find many other right persons? Why crying over a wound when you can strive to seek for the remedy? Why? Yes, scars stay forever. But, in the end it will only be a mark and won't give you pain anymore.

Seeing the scar might give you a heartache, tapi apa gunanya bedak foundation yang boleh digunakan untuk tutup parut tu? Put the foundation powder/liquid over the scar, sapu sampai menutupi parut tu and then tadaa! Dah hilang dah kan? Yep, it will only be for a while but then lama-lama kau pun takkan bother dah untuk ambik foundation semata-mata nak tutup parut tu.

Life is too short. So make it sweet. You can grief, but why grief forever? Life is too colourful, why make it only black and white? Haih, rugi oh. Rugi.

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'. Yup. Funny. But that's how human works. We never appreciate what we have until it's gone. Bila ada kat sebelah, pandang sebelah mata pun tak sudi. Bila dah hilang, meraung-raung nak benda tu balik. Okeh, I'm exaggerating. But the point is there right?

Sebab tulah kita especially Muslim have to be thankful. Thankful for everything we have even if it is only for a 1cm-length eraser. Sebab kita tak tau bila rumate akan terambil eraser ciput tu dan kita plak ada exam penting di mana kehadiran eraser tu amatlah diperlukan. Heh, aku suka bagi contoh pelik-pelik kan? Tak kesahla. Asalkan aku yang tulis dan aku paham.

There's a boy here in town, says he'll love me forever, who would have thought forever could be severed by the sharp knife of a short life. Literally, from the lyric we can see that that forever is cut from the death. Bagi aku pulak, that forever is cut from the absence of feeling. The feeling that used to be there somehow vanish like a dust. Oh, patutlah aku suka lagu ni. Sebab lirik tang ni rupanya. Haha sekarang baru nak sedar ke cik fana oi? Kesimpulannya, feeling itu boleh datang dalam sekelip mata and it can go in a blink of an eye as well. So love yourself first before loving others. Famili takpe. Because relationship connected by blood has unconditional love. At least that's my stand.

Natijahnya, *ceh, ayat nak sedap je* hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk kita hanya memikirkan atau fokus kepada satu perkara sahaja. Banyak lagi benda yang boleh kita teroka. Banyak lagi benda yang boleh membuatkan kita senyum hingga telinga untuk beberapa hari. Dan jugak, maybe that one thing might make we cry as hell today, but might make we feel like in heaven one day. Setiap yang berlaku itu ada hikmahnya, bukan?

*Entah apa aku merapu aku pun tak tahu. Tapi yang penting, aku rindu menulis di sini.
**Karok sorang-sorang malam-malam eh, pagi-pagi gini masyuk jugak ye?

2012-01-12T14:06:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE-25 SAYANG!

Re-quote; Cerpen: Gembira.

2012-01-08T06:16:00.000-08:00

"Kau tak rindu dia?" Alisha main-main telefon bimbit Rafiq. Satu persatu gambar Rafiq dan Dila diselaknya. Ada gambar yang buat Alisha ketawa seorang diri. Rafiq pandang Alisha dengan sekilas pandang. Dia fokus memandu Proton Saga FL di tengah jalan raya menuju rumah Alisha selepas sama-sama menghadiri kenduri kahwin kawan mereka, Tarmizi.

"Kau tak rindu dia?" Rafiq mengajukan soalan sama kepada Alisha.

"Apa tiru soalan Sha!" Alisha cuba mempertahankan soalan yang diberikannya dahulu
.

"Eh, bukan Rafiq tanya dulu ke? Ada eh Sha tanya?" Rafiq cuba bergurau manja dengan Alisha. Alisha masam muka. Peluk tubuh. Mukanya paling ke luar tingkap. "Orang tanya tak mau jawab, tanya orang pulak. Huh." Alisha membebel seorang diri. Matanya memandang ke luar tapi mata hati langsung tak rasa nak pandang pemandangan apa yang ada.

"Apadie? Sha cakap apa?" Rafiq tak berapa dengar bebelan monolog dalaman yang diluahkan Alisha.

"Takde ape! Rafiq saje je nak bagi Sha ingat dekat Faris kan?" Rafiq ketawa kecil selepas mendengar Alisha mengamuk di dalam kereta. Dia rampas telefon bimbit yang ada pada genggaman Alisha. Dia selak-selak folder yang tertera namanya dan Dila. Dia tekan 'menu', 'delete'. "Dah, nah ambil balik." Rafiq campak semula telefon bimbit dia kepada Alisha.

"Kenapa delete? Hoi! Tak sayang ke kenangan dengan Dila?" Alisha cuba mempertikaikan kelakuan Rafiq. Dia daripada marah, menjadi pelik.

"Kenangan sentiasa ada dalam otak Sha. Kami dah takde jodoh. Biarkan ja lah gambar tu semua. Nanti kalau Rafiq dah kahwin, kena delete jugak. Hormat isteri." Rafiq menjelaskan apa yang dia lakukan. Matanya fokus memandu. Mulutnya senyum, bukan senyuman yang jahat, atau senyuman gembira. Lebih kepada senyuman lega.

"Habis nanti kalau Dila ialah jodoh Rafiq? Kenangan gambar ni semua? Rugi kot! Delete lah nanti kalau dah kahwin." Alisha terus membebel.

"Kalau Rafiq jodoh dia, kami ambil gambar baru. Kami bina kenangan baru. Kenapa tak boleh?" Sekali lagi Rafiq punya satu point yang kukuh. Alisha senyap. Matanya pandang ke depan. Termenung. Dia tarik nafas dalam, dan hembus. Nafas menyesal mungkin?

"Sha ada stalk Faris? Last bila?" Rafiq cuba alihkan perhatian dengan bertanya kepada Alisha mengenai soalan yang agak pedas bagi Alisha. "Ada, minggu lepas." Alisha malas nak ingat. Tapi dia terpaksa luahkan juga.

"Apa cerita dia?"

"Dia macam makin happy. And macam dah ada orang baru." Alisha satu persatu menerangkan apa yang dia nampak. Satu persatu juga dia sedih.

"Biarkan mereka happy. Biarkan Dila, Faris happy. Diorang juga perlu enjoy life diorang. Kita ni. Sampai bila nak bersedih dengan diorang?" Alisha pandang tepat kehadapan. Matanya tak berkelip.

"Sekarang masa kita cari happy kita pulak." Alisha mengalih pandangan kepada Rafiq. Dia senyum nipis. Mungkin ada sesuatu yang difikirkannya.

***********************

assalamualaikum wbt.

Kisah yang seakan sama. Mungkin terdapat sedikit tambahan. Kisah yang hampir membuatkan air mata ini gugur lagi.

Kenapa? Bukankah aku dah kuat? Bukankah aku sudah merelakan dia pergi? Kenapa masih lagi perlu bersedih?

Ya, aku sudah merelakan si bekas kekasih pergi meneruskan hidupnya. Aku sudah tidak merasakan apa-apa dendam yang dulu bersarang di hati. Tapi membaca kisah itu seumpama membaca kembali diari yang dibuang. Mengingatkan aku kepada dia.

Dia, yang berkeras tidak mahu membuang gambar-gambarku di telefon selnya. Dia, yang masih lagi teguh berpegang pada hadiah-hadiah yang aku bagi. Terakhir aku lihat, telefon selnya masih mempunyai gambarku. Sejak dari awal kami menyatakan cinta hingga akhir perhubungan kami. Masih kemas tersimpan. Aku? Semua tentangnya telah aku buang. Heh.

Haih, bagus jugak kena angin weng camni. Memang perempuanlah. Nangis dulu, baru boleh fikir rasionalnya.

Dan hari ini aku berharap. Kepada awak, silalah buang semua gambar-gambar saya tu ye. Saya taknaklah ada lelaki lain simpan gambar saya melainkan suami saya. Kalau dah buang, baguslah. Terima kasih saya ucapkan. :)

Oh ya, kepada bestfriend, yang dengarnya semalam tak berapa sihat. Moga hari ini lebih sihat dari semalam. :))

*cerpen di atas di petik dari sini.

Forever and One

2012-01-07T01:58:00.000-08:00

by Helloween

What can I do?
Will I be getting through?
Now that I must try to leave it all behind
Did you see what you have done to me?
So hard to justify
Slowly it's passing by

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

Here I am
Seeing you once again
My mind's so far away
My heart's so close to stay
Too proud to fight
I'm walking back into night
Will I ever find someone to believe?

Forever and one
I will miss you
However, I kiss you
Yet again
Way down in Neverland
So hard I was trying
Tomorrow I'll still be crying
How could you hide your lies
Your lies

*Forever, I'll miss you. And I'm sure will.

Hari ini dalam sejarah!

2011-12-27T03:51:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Memang betul dalam sejarah lah! Mula-mula tu excited. Then, risau. Sampai lembik lutut. Jalan tau nak jatuh je. Dah duduk atas kerusi dia, nervous. Tangan rumate pun digenggam kemas. Tapi rumate pegang kejap je. Yelah, dia pun cuak jugakkk. Haha. So, tangan Sya la yang jadi mangsa. Sampai akhir pegang tangan Sya. Hee tq Sya kasi pinjam tangan~

Akhirnya selesai. Sengal la jugak. Tapi at least hasrat hati tu dah langsai. Heh, dah lama kot nak buat.

Rumate: Purple
Me: Pink

:)

*tq sya ngan awien! :D

Kau tanya, aku jawab.

2011-12-25T08:51:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Ada seorang kawan blogger tanya aku, tak sakit ke bila tengok your ex happy dengan perempuan lain?

Jawapan aku:

Entahla. Sakit juga mungkin. Sebab tulah sampai sekarang tak bukak fb ex. Sebab tahu akan ada adegan yang tak enak akan dipapar di situ. Risau situasi yang terpapar di dada fb itu akan menggoyahkan pendirian yang telah dibina hampir..eh, bukan, tepat-tepat sebulan. Heh, baru sedar akan tarikh itu. :)

Sebenarnya, bila di tanya soalan itu kalau dulu akan laju menjawab ya. Sakit. Aku pernah menangis semalaman bila tengok dia dan awek baru dia bermesra-mesra di fb. Semalaman. Ya. Sedih sebab terasa oh, betapa dulu kata-kata itu hanya ditujukan untuk aku. Bukan orang lain. Tapi hari ini kata-kata itu ditujukan untuk orang lain. Bukan aku. Tiada lagi aku dalam kamus hidup dia. Sedih. Terkilan. Marah. Benci. Dan sayang.

Sekarang? Mungkin kalau terjumpa akan terkedu sebentar. Hati akan berdetak kencang. Tapi aku jamin aku takkan jatuh pengsan. Sebab aku dah lepaskan dia. Senyum sedetik dan berlalu pergi. Ya, mungkin itu yang aku lakukan.

Teringat? Kadang-kala. Rindu? Oh, tak. Sayang? Ya, aku masih sayang dia. Bukan mudah untuk hilangkan perasan sayang itu. Ya, aku dah moved on. Aku dah get over dia. Tapi aku masih sayang dia. Sebab dia pernah hadir memberi rasa sayang. Dia pernah menerbitkan rasa rindu. Sekadar sayang sebagai bekas kekasih. Ya, bekas kekasih.

*Awak, saya mintak maaf tersound awak hari tu. Hakikatnya time tu saya tengah tensi dengan CIMB Bank Batu Gajah dan juga penat lantas bila dapat mesej awak tu terus saya meletup. Awak, maaf tapi bagi saya awak seorang bukan benar-benar seorang lelaki. Kalau awak betul seorang lelaki, awak takkan letak fon tu tapi awak akan cuba untuk membetulkan diri awak pada saya. Mungkin awak mahu elakkan pertengkaran tapi lebih true jika awak tak letak fon tu secara biadap begitu. Maaf tapi itulah pandangan saya.

**Dear Miss Anon, saya jawab pertanyaan awak kat sini ye. Saya harap awak tak kisah. :) Takpe, mana-mana perhubungan pun sama je. 4,5 tahun ke setahun ke. Semuanya sama. Sebab cara orang yang terlibat dalam perhubungan itu berbeza. Kalau dah berhubungan 4,5 tahun tapi orang yang dalam perhubungan tu mencorakkannya dengan cara umpama setahun perhubungan so camne? Sama je kan? Awak, lain orang lain caranya untuk dia move on. Cara saya lain, cara awak lain. Mungkin siuasi kita sama tapi prosesnya tak sama. Jadi awak jangan risau. Saya tahu awak kuat. InsyaALLAH awak akan kuat melalui semua ni. You'll be okay eventually. Dan percayalah, akan ada yang lebih baik menanti. InsyaALLAH. :)

Cinta sampai syurga.

2011-12-19T23:16:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Sekarang ni kalau kat fb ramai yang share video pasal engagement Mr Arif and Miss Dena. Mula-mula tak rasa macam nak tengok pastu last-last tertengok jugak. Time tengok tu terus rasa macam, Aaaaaaaa~ Gosh, ini sangat comel! Dan penuh beradab. Now, that is how to approach a muslimat, young man.

Perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik. Itu janjiNYA bukan? Lepas view Miss Dena punya blog ternyata orangnya dari kalangan yang baik-baik. She's still a typical young girl who wants to have fun with her girlfriends. Well, she's only 19! What do you expect kan? But, she puts a limit in having fun. Tidak berlebih-lebihan. Dan kalau tengok dia punya vid tutorial on how to wear shawls pun, dia berdakwah dalam diam. Setiap vid tutorial dia tu mesti menekankan penutupan dada dengan baik. Dan juga tutup belakang sebab kadang-kadang ada yang pakai shawl ni either labuh kat depan singkat kat belakang or singkat depan labuh belakang. Aku tak pakai shawl tapi usha jugak die punya vid sebab seronok tengok. Hee. *jenis yang suka tengok orang pakai tapi sendiri pakai tak nak. haha*

To Miss Dena, good job! Di samping awak menceritakan kisah awak, sebenarnya bagi saya awak menyampaikan mesej yang sangat bermakna untuk remaja-remaja di luar sana *termasuklah saya*. Hubungan yang dirahmatiNYA mestilah mendapat restu ibu ayah dan paling penting mendapat redhaNYA. Moga dipanjangkan jodoh olehNYA sampai syurga. :)

*Nak jugak macam Miss Dena tu boleh tak? Tapi kena jadi baik dululah. Ye dak?

Qada' dan QadarNYA.

2011-12-14T10:35:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Awak, I think I've made myself very clear last time. Don't contact me ever again. Make yourself invisible to me and vise versa. And make yourself dead to me and make myself dead to you. See, very clear right? But still, why did you have to contact me again? *sigh* Please dear you. Don't ever contact me again. There's no harm actually but please, think of her too. What would she feels if she knows you sent me messages saying you dreaming of me, missing me and stuffs? *sigh again* Please consider her feelings. I am nothing to you now and I want it to be that way forever.

***************

Heh, sedikit selingan ye di atas. Kalau-kalau dia terbaca blog ni. Hee. Sebenarnya kan, rasa tak percaya jugak. Sebab satu insiden kat KL aritu terus cepat boleh get over dia. Mungkin apa yang dia buat tu terlalu sakit sampai lepas tu rasa macam, haih, dahla. Enough is enough. No more you. Please. Di tambah dengan brainwash oleh rumate dan bestfriends. Memang sangat berkesan la brainwash diorang tu. Siapa-siapa yang nak kena brainwash boleh contact saya untuk pihak diorang. Tak mahal tak mahal. Hee sempat lagi tu.

Dan jugak. Terima qada' dan qadar ALLAH. Itu yang sangat penting. Bila kau terima qada' dan qadarNYA, insyaALLAH DIA permudahkan urusan kau. Tapi untuk terima qada' dan qadar ni bukan senang tahu? Sangat susah. Bertuah bagi aku sebab aku hanya ambik masa selama 2 bulan untuk terima. Ada orang ambik masa mungkin berbulan-bulan. Mungkin jugak bertahun-tahun. Ye, kita memang boleh cakap, "Aku terima qada' dan qadarNYA.". Tapi mungkin tu hanya kat bibir je. Tak sepenuhnya dari hati. Aku awal-awal pun macam tu. Kemain mulut cakap "Aku terima semua ni. Adalah hikmahnya tu," tapi dalam hati kemain jerit why whyyyyyyy? Takpe, slow-slow. Take baby steps before turning it into giant one.

Kawan. Bestfriends. Mereka sangat penting. Dan carilah kawan yang betul-betul kau boleh percaya. Yang boleh simpan apa yang kau cerita dan tak jaja cerita kau dekat orang yang tak sepatutnya. Aku sangat bertuah. Sangat-sangat bertuah. Sebab aku ada bestfriends yang sudi dengar cerita aku. Bagi pendapat diorang (atau lebih pada brainwash. haha). Brainwash ni pun berguna jugak. Sebab most of the time, we knew what we have been doing is useless but we keep telling ourselves that it's okay to try over and over again. We keep seeing signs but we ignore it. When someone told us that what we have been doing is useless, yes, we will be dumbfounded at first, but after that we will stop for awhile and think. And we will admit that it is true eventually. No point of waiting. No point. So, thanks eh rumate dan bestfriends. Aku sayang korang!

Daripada kejadian ni jugak la aku dapat seorang bestfriend. He is indeed my friend tapi sebelum ni takdelah sampai jadi bestfriend. We have been in the same primary, secondary school. Even the same university though different courses. When he heard that I had been in difficult situation, he came to offer his hand. He keeps giving me advices. Keeps giving me support. And he is playing a big role for me to survive this test. Thanks eh you. Aku sayang kaulah! :D

So, kesimpulannya *ceh, macam karangan sekolah* apa yang terjadi tu ada hikmahnya. Everything happens for a reason. You won't realize it at first. But, eventually you will know. HE tests you for a reason. Just be yourself and face the tests with a smile. 'Cause when you smile, the world will smile back to you.

:)

*Bestfriend bagi. Comel kan? Macam orang yang bagi. Hee :D*

Hidung kembang kuncup. Heh.

2011-12-07T03:05:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

*klik untuk penglihatan yang lebih jelas*

Heheh, Bangga kejap. Haha.*eleh, tu pun nak bangga. biarlah! blog aku! XD*

Thanks ye dik. :))

Alhamdu lillah. :)

2011-12-01T11:58:00.001-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Haih, dah lama dah tak jenguk blog sendiri. Dok pegi jenguk blog orang lain je. Sorry ye dear blog.

Okeh, semua post Surat untuk Kau aku dah delete. Kenapa? Sebab InsyaALLAH aku dah get over dia. Yep, I am. Thank you for that incident past two weeks. Seriously, thank you. If not, I won't get over you this fast.

Thousand gratitude to my dearest roommate and Sya yang brainwash aku hari tu. Oh, brainwash korang sangat berkesan la. Terus sedar diri sendiri.

Sometimes we need to be scolded by our closest person so that we realize what we have been doing is useless.
-farhana aziz, 25 November 2011-

And for you. Thank you. Really. Thanks. You know who you are. :)

Oh oh. U made me laugh XD

2011-11-15T02:03:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Tak tau nak cakap apa but seriously, you made me laugh.

And yes, I do laugh a lot! XD

Aku jumpa kau dan aku tersenyum.

2011-11-13T09:29:00.000-08:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

I'm bleeding.
Hard.
Blood's everywhere.
All over the place.
But yet,
I'm still here.
Static.
Cannot move.
Even a single inch.
Waiting to be burnt into ashes perhaps?
And being reborn again.
Like a phoenix.

Ya, aku kecewa. Aku sakit. Aku rabak. Aku rebah dalam ujian Yang Maha Esa ini. Sesungguhnya aku tak kuat. Aku lemah. Sudah bersungai air mata jatuh. Sudah berbakul tisu habis. Tapi sakit di hati takkan jua hilang. Ah, beratnya ujianMu Ya Tuhan.

Tapi, ALLAH itu Maha Penyayang. DIA bukakan sedikit jalan untukku. Di samping mak ayah, rakan-rakan, DIA pertemukan aku dengan kau. Hadirnya kau memberi sedikit sinar. Sesungguhnya. Saat aku terasa sakit yang amat sangat, aku meronta-ronta untuk menemui kau. Saat kau di depanku, hati ku terpujuk. Hatiku sedikit tenang. Dengan bantuan Subhanallah, Alhamdu lillah, Allahuakbar di bibirku; menemui kau memujuk hati rawan ini.

Sesungguhnya aku berterima kasih padaNYA. Kerana menemukan aku dengan kau. Aku bersyukur aku dirabakkan. Jika tidak aku takkan menemui kau tahu? Biarpun kau hanyalah cetusan idea pelbagai penulis di muka blogspot, aku sangat berterima kasih kepada kau. Biarpun kau hanyalah wujud di alam maya ini, aku bersyukur ditemukan dengan kau.

Terima kasih Terfaktab!

*setinggi penghargaan untuk skuad Terfaktab sebab buat hidup aku sedikit bersinar terutama Aqram selaku founder Terfaktab. Dan jugak Mr. K yang buat aku kenal Terfaktab. Dan semestinya author-author Terfaktab yang lain iaitu Penulis.Sahaja, Eleena Reeney, Hellioz, TheBentPencil, Bukan Penggoda , Amoi, Durian!, Ladynoe, Lord Zara, Cob Nobbler, Ulii Azman, Leplep, Shahirah Khairudin, Isaac Ismael, dan Sofia Nin. (maaf sangat kalau ada yang tertinggal. Tak sengaja. huu)
**aku tahu dah habis dah peraduan ni tapi aku tetap nak buat jugak post ni sebagai penghargaan aku untuk Terfaktab yang banyak bantu aku sebulan dua ni.
***akhir kata, Selamat Ulang Tahun yang Pertama Terfaktab! :)

My future hubby. This one's for you.

2011-11-05T03:26:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Dear my dearest future hubby. No matter where you are now, or what you do. I dedicate this beautiful song for you. And yes, I'll love you for a thousand years. And for a thousand more.

:)

Mimpi lagi.

2011-11-02T12:31:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Memang la mimpi lagi. Bukan tiap-tiap malam ke kita mimpi? Dan secara saintifiknya setiap manusia akan bermimpi setiap kali dia tido. Orang yang cakap die tak mimpi tu boleh la dikatakan die tipu tapi takpe, die tipu secara tak sedar sebab most of the time kita akan lupa mimpi kita. Saintis yang buat research ni cakap gelombang otak orang yang claim die tak mimpi sama dengan gelombang otak yang mimpi. So, natijahnya die mimpi la jugak kan? Eh, tetiba cakap pasal sains plak. Okeh, serius rindu nak khatam buku teks biologi macam dulu-dulu.

Mimpi lagi. Situasi berlainan. Tetapi intinya sama. Dan cukup untuk buat diri ini terbuai. Harapan dan harapan. Macam agak mustahil tapi tak salah untuk terus berharap bukan? Asalkan tak terlalu berharap sudah. Ye tak?

*Dah dua hari bangun tido dengan tersenyum. Syukur. :)

2011-10-30T16:35:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Sesungguhnya aku tak tahu bila aku akan sembuh. Ada masa aku rasa aku dah kuat alih-alih tiba-tiba leleh tak berlagu.

Dan hari ini, air jernih itu sekali lagi menodai pipi. Ah, sudah aku katakan, jangan bertanya jika dalam hati tidak bermaksud apa-apa.

"Kau jangan cuba beri harapan atau menerima cinta dari seseorang kalau kau belum sedia. Kerana kau akan menyeksa orang yang mencintai kau. Dia boleh maafkan, tapi boleh ke dia lupakan?"
-penulis.sahaja, Terfaktab-

**Sangat tertarik dengan cara penulisan penulis.sahaja. Jiwa-jiwa yet still selamba jugak.

Baby, it's cold outside.

2011-10-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

Beautiful song. Really. :)

2011-10-27T12:42:00.000-07:00

Hari ni putus.

Sebulan pastu aku dapat tau kau usha orang lain.

Sebulan lepas tu aku dapat tau kau dengan budak tu dah jadi.

Sebulan lepas tu ape lagi berita yang akan sampai?

Ah, dem!

*entry ni aku tak bagi salam sebab aku buat entri ni untuk aku mencarut. tapi dem je yang mampu keluar. ah, shhhht.

Saya terharu sangat-sangat bila sahabat saya buat ini.

2011-10-26T03:08:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

No words needed. 'Cause there's no words can describe how touched I am when I am reading these:

Yang Selayaknya by Hunnyhanani.

kerana kita punya rasa yang berbeza.

aku sendiri,kau pergi membawa diri.

aku masih di sini,kau sudah punya pengganti.

dan aku tetap menanti.

mungkin bukan dikau.

boleh jadi dia.dia dan dia.

mana mungkin sama antara kau dan dia.

bayangan masa silam yang suram berbalam

mana mungkin serupa dengan masa depan yang gemilang.

aku mungkin sendiri tapi aku masih di sini.

menanti pada yang pasti.

walau aku tidak punya dikau,

aku ada DIA.

dan mereka.

writen from heart to my dearest friend,Fana.

hugs and kisses from afar.

My dearest friend. Thank you for everything. Thank you for the time you hear me cry. Thank you for the trouble you had by calling me from afar. Thank you for the poem above. Thank you. I completely cannot repay you for those things you've done for me but I only can pray to ALLAH SWT that HE will bless you and keep you safe wherever you are.

Thank God I have you as my friend. :))

(the poem above is pasted from her blog)

2011-10-23T02:47:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Dear you. Please stop sending me texts on how much your new girl resembles me. You're not being fair to her. Besides, just let me live my life as you live yours.

Cheers. :)

Gombak.

2011-10-22T09:34:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Gombak. Semoga tiada kali ke-3 buat masa ini. Biarlah hati ini tenang dulu. Dan kuat untuk kembali semula ke situ.

Quoted.

2011-10-21T10:51:00.001-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

That is what girls are. We always say things opposite to what we feel. Because sometimes we don't want to burden people around us but when people believe that we are okay as what we said, we will feel frustrated.

At least it applies to me. Sometimes. :)

Selamat ulang tahun sya~!

2011-10-19T21:30:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Selamat ulang tahun yang ke-21 Sy Fatin Farhana bt Tuan Embong!

Semoga awak sentiasa diredhaiNYA.
Semoga jalan awak dipermudahkanNYA sentiasa.
Semoga awak sentiasa happy bersama famili.
Semoga ALLAH SWT mempermudahkan jodoh. hee

And Sya,
thanks for being my friend.
thanks for being understanding.
and thanks for being such a goooood friend.

Love u much. :)

DaripadaNya kita datang, kepadaNYA juga kita kembali.

2011-10-18T20:28:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Pagi tadi time tengah siap-siap nak ke kelas terima satu berita yang sangat mengejutkan. Innalillah.. Moga rohnya dicucuri rahmatNYA. Amiin.

*gambar kelas time form 4. satu kelas dengan arwah*

*satu kelas lagi dengan arwah time form 5.*

Mengingatkan diri sendiri bahawa ajal itu sangat dekat dan tidak mengira usia. Subhanallah Ya ALLAH.

...

2011-10-16T13:52:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Lelaki itu hipokrit. Don't they?

cintaku seorang duda

2011-10-15T07:51:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Haa, tajuk nak kontroversi je kan hee. Sebenarnya tu tajuk cerpen. Cite die best jgk la. Cite pasal dara kawen ngan duda anak sorang. Best gak camtu kan. Dapat sorang anak ekspress. Tak payah susah2 mengandung, bersalin bagai. HAHA.

Ni die link cerpen tu. Cintaku seorang duda.

Btw, tadi terjumpa satu gambar ni.

First 3 words aku jumpa:
: funny = er, seriously? Aku ni blur kot. Cuba tanya rumate.
: sad = HAHA. no komen.
: beautiful = erk, ade orang cakap aku selekeh kot sampai malu bawak jumpe kawan2 die. HAHA

berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul

2011-10-14T21:47:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Aku penah buat post pasal kawan-kawan kat sini kan? Hari ni aku nak buat lagi post pasal kawan. Saja gatal tangan nak buat lagi. HAHA

The truth is, I do appreciate my friends. They always with me through thick and thin. They make me strong when I wither. They offer their shoulder for me to cry on. They bring me anywhere I want to go. They support me in everything.

For my friends, Rumate, Sya and Awien. Thanks much. Tanpa korang aku tak tau apa akan jadi kat aku ni. Korang pun tahu kan aritu aku miserable gila. Sekarang ni kalo nak miserable memang tak bole langsung sebab korang for sure buat aku happy.

I am grateful to ALLAH SWT for granting me with such a wonderful friends. And Ya ALLAH, I couldn't ask for more. This is more than enough.

Thank you Ya Rabb. :)

*betullah orang cakap. Friends insyaALLAH will always be there for u. But lover, once they don't love u anymore they will simply vanish.

membebel di malam hari

2011-10-13T11:51:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Kadang-kadang bila tengok fb ni rasa nak tergelak pun ada. Kalo kat wall tu penuh ngan status pasal kawen la, relationship la, cinta la. Yela, sape tak nak kawen beb. Aku pun nak kawen. Dahla bercita-cita nak kawen awal. HAHA

Dulu time aku still in relationship aku takde la terpikir pun nak bother pasal diorang punya status tu. Tapi bila da sorang ni, bile baca status-status tu buat aku terpikir. Aku ni dah besar dah kot. Kalo kawen dah bole beranak kan. Kawan-kawan plak macam sibuk nak usha2 pasangan hidup. Aku pun sama la kan. hee

Sape la taknak kawen kan? Untuk aku pompuan, aku nak la ada lelaki yang bole jaga aku. Bole bimbing aku. Bole gitau aku bile aku da gemuk or da kurus ngan jujur. HAHA. But then, aku rasa macam umur 21 tahun ni awal lagi kot untuk aku involve balik ngan serious relationship. And kadang-kadang rasa macam bile da sampai waktu nak mintak tolong je umi abah carikan. Bile da jumpe, berkenan, kawen terus. Senang. HAHA. Best pe bercinta pas kawen. HAHA. Gatai gila aku. :P

Sekarang ni aku seronok ade ngan kawan-kawan. Pas abis study nak kerja dulu bagi umi, abah, adik-adik rasa duit hasil kerja kakak sulung diorang ni. Da sampai masa, ada jodoh kawen la kan. Takde kat dunia, kat sana insyaALLAH ada tapi kena la usaha baiki diri dulu. Nak dapat yang baik kena la jadi baik dulu ye tak?HAHA

Okay, serious aku da meraban benda pelik-pelik. Harus berhenti sebelum merepek lebih banyak benda lagi.

*okeh, ini seyes sangat comel~*

**da weng akibat makan perut kambing tadi. perut penuh tak leh tido. huu

mimpi

2011-10-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Semalam mimpi dia meninggal. Orang cakap mimpi orang meninggal ni insyaALLAH dia panjang umur. Takpelah. Doakan je la kan.

Dan berharap signifikan mimpi tu meresap dalam diri. Seolah2 dia dah takde dalam dunia ni dan hanya boleh mengenang dari jauh saja.

noktah.

2011-10-11T10:39:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

saya dan partner saya

2011-10-08T11:19:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

i'm acting cool. but the truth is i'm crying inside.

Dear me,

2011-10-03T06:38:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Selamat ulang tahun yang ke-21~!

Moga lebih kuat menghadapi cabaran hidup
Moga lebih matang menghadapi konflik-konflik dunia
Moga lebih menjadi anak yang baik untuk umi dan abah
Moga menjadi kakak yang lebih baik untuk adik-adik
Moga lebih bersedia menghadapi mati.

Ya ALLAH, KAU jadikanlah hidup aku pada tahun ini lebih bermakna.
Amiin..
:)

*thanks to those yang wish. Abah umi yang wish dari kelantan. Chapid yang call dari jepun. Partner, Furqan y hantar msg sweet gila. Ayeh, Ha, Tinchah, Fizah, Akif, Dyana, and Chema' yang hantar msg. Aznan yang wish lepas fana gitau hee. Dan jugak yang wish kat fb. Tapi paling terharu roomie, Husna, Sya n Awien yang surprisekan semalam. Thanks much! :)

Post ini tiada isi.

2011-10-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

assalamualaikum wbt.

Ini sangatlah comel. Mau mau~

Stereo Heart - Gym Class Heroes ft. Adam Levine

2011-10-01T03:53:00.000-07:00

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

If I was just another dusty record on the shelve
Will you blow me off and play me like everybody else
If I ask you to scratch my back, could you manage that
Like it read well, check it Travie, I can handle that
Furthermore, I apologize for any skipping tracks
This the last girl that play me left a couple cracks
I used to used to used to used to, now I’m over that
Cause holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts

If I could only find a note to make you understand
I sing a song and the image grab me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

If I wasn't old school, fifty pound boombox
Would you hold me on your shoulder, wherever you walk

Would you turn my volume up before of the cops
And crank it higher everytime they told you to stop
And all I ask is that you don't get mad at me
When you have to purchase mad D batteries
Appreciate every mixtape your friends make
You never know we come and go like we're on the interstate

I think finally found a note to make you understand
If you can hear it, sing along and take me by the hands
Keep myself inside your head, like your favorite tune
And know my heart is a stereo that only plays for you

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

I only pray you never leave me behind
Because good music can be so hard to find
I take your hand and pull it closer to mine
Thought love was dead, but now you're changing my mind

My heart's a stereo
It beats for you, so listen close
Hear my thoughts in every note

Make me your radio
Turn me up when you feel low
This melody was meant for you
Just sing along to my stereo

Oh oh oh oh To my stereo
Oh oh oh oh So sing along to my stereo

*holding grudges over love is ancient artifacts. :)

Ghost of You - MCR

2011-09-30T03:27:00.000-07:00

I never said I'd lie and and wait forever
If I died we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever

Ever
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall
(Down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna

*oh dear sweet ghost, please do come and haunt me. :)

Thanks much.

2011-09-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

salam.

Everything happens for a reason. Instead of sadness, happiness will come.

Thousands of thanks to everyone. Kak Wani n Kak Sab yang sanggup dengar cite fana. Roomate, Husna yang sabar je ngan fana sebab terbangun pagi2 terkejut fana wat hal then lepas tu dengar cite fana. Nani yang sanggup kol dari London. Seyesly aku terharu Nani. Chapid yang sanggup tido lambat sebab jadi pendengar setia fana. Sya yang bagi banyak kata2 perangsang. Awien yang tak jadi tido bile fana bukak cite. Abg Sholleh jugak yang sabar je ngan fana. Abg Pingu yang ceriakan hati fana. Ha yang bagi banyak nasihat. Furqan yang terlebih geram bila fana cite. Takpe, nanti kite belasah die sampai separuh mati ea hee. Aznan yang banyak bagi nasihat at the same time brainwash fana jgk. Dan mungkin kawan2 lain yang menyokong secara senyap(ada ke?prasanlah aku ni. haha :D)

Terima kasih. Sekalung penghargaan diberikan.

And for you, you clearly don't deserve me. I can't believe I let u hurt me over and over again. But now, ALLAH SWT had opened my eyes. Syukran Ya ALLAH. He never deserves me even from the start. I deserve someone waaaaayyy better. InsyaALLAH.

*haih, xabis ag perasaan nak shopping ni..huu

...

2011-09-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

salam.

How I wish I can get time to move faster so that I do not have to be in this process. The process is so hard that dying is not painful enough rather than this.

I never know that u can be this cruel. Seems like the person I used to know has been dead. U've changed.

But why u still want to act like nothing happened? U keep telling me that u wanna be friends. U keep posting on my fb walls. When I deleted it u asked me why. Oh, helloooo! Please be sensible. I am trying to let go but u're making things even harder. Maybe u have forgotten about everything but I'm not. How am I supposed to forget everything in a month?

I cried my eyes out. I cried till I barely can open my eyes. But, bear in mind. I cried not because I want u back. I cried because I felt so stupid. Soo stupid for letting u do this to me.

So please. Go away. Don't ever come back. And I hope I won't see u again. Ever. And get the hell outta my mind too.

...

2011-09-25T11:27:00.000-07:00

salam.

Kalau tak hendak katakan tak hendak. Jangan berdolak dalik mengatakan itu ini.
Kelak memakan diri. Juga orang di sekeliling.
Usah pandai mengatakan maaf jika tidak sebetulnye bermaksud begitu.
Kelak memakan diri. Juga orang di sekeliling.
Usahlah memujuk jika hati tidak rela.
Kelak memakan diri. Juga orang di sekeliling.

Sudahlah. Pergilah dikau jauh-jauh. Usah kembali lagi. Selepas ini dan selamanya.

*how am I supposed to forget everything? 4 years is not 4 days dude.

2011-09-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

please please please. please stop breaking my heart again and again.

Bila mata dah layu...

2011-09-19T10:15:00.001-07:00

salam.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~

Comel sangat la mamat ni. Sangat suka tengok die senyum. Adorable sangat. Muka die tak la hensem kan tapi sangat adorable!

Start tengok die dalam series My Girlfriend is a Gumiho. Terus rasa die comel. Pastu kat umah tengok plak realiti show KBS, 2 Days 1 Night. Lagila rasa macam kyaaaa~ :P

Btw,nama die Lee Seunggi. :)

*nice konsep realiti show 2 Days 1 Night. diorang guna selebriti untuk promote tempat2 menarik kat Korea. Malaysia taknak buat ke? rasanya better buat rancangan macam ni dari realiti show nyanyian tu. at least bole generate income negara kan?
*isi post takde kaitan dengan tajuk. huu

Friends

2011-09-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

salam.

Kesian kat blog ni. Tuan dia ade penyakit angin kus-kus. Ada 'angin' nak update, die update. Kalau 'angin' tu melayang dihembus bayu, blog ni pun bersawang la. Sori ea Encik Blog. hee

But since now I've get the 'angin' to scribble some tiny things here, I am sure u won't be bersawang anymore Encik Blog. At least for a while :P

I don't have much in my mind right now but I still wanna write something here. Err, let me think for a sec, ok?

..................................................

Ok, I've got something!

Everybody has friends, don't they? Friends kind of important to every one of us. Even if u don't have real friends, u'll have parents, brothers, sisters, lover, or even your pets who/which will always be by your side and that's what friends do.

Friends, they will never doubt u, correct u when u're wrong, stand for u, make u feel good and the most important, they will believe u and be there when u need a shoulder to lean on or to cry on. Friend in need is a friend indeed, ever heard this before peeps?

Well, regarding the little accident I had recently, I've gotta say friends are the one that make me feel that I am a star instead of whatever happens, well maybe a bit exaggerating but u got my point right?

I felt hopeless, ashamed, embarrassed, and whatnot. Then one day while I was online, I've got a buzz from a brother that I haven't contacted or spoken of for a quite long time. He doesn't say anything, but a simple "Assalamualaikum, still pakai number lama?" has brighten my day. Then we chatted for a while. Stop because I have to do my chores and continue texting at the night.

I don't know why but maybe because of the power of simple sentence, I've got myself back. I began to sing happy songs again and I started laughing out loud with my little sisters again. And then today, I've got a little girls' outing with my girlfriends. And that really lightens me up. A big, fat thanks I give to my sweet Una and my honey Nani. Although it was only 3,4 hours outing, it means bigggggg to me. Thanks much. :)

Thank you, thank you and thank you. For those who cared, for those who asked. I never asked for those. I don't need your sympathy or empathy or whatever. But I want all my friends out there know that I am grateful for having such an awesome friends. And yeah, I'm awesome too*oh how I miss u, Barney Stinson* :P

*turns out, a best friend is not really best friend anymore. I found this out too.

Glee.

2011-09-07T08:02:00.000-07:00

salam.

Well, life is kinda hard to me these days. However, without hard days easy days won't be sweet ayte? So I get to move on and live my life at the fullest again.

During my so-called gloomy days, I watched the tv series, Glee. I didn't want to watch it at first but I've got the series from my cousin so having it stocked in my hard drive it will be such a waste if I don't watch it rite? Thus, I watched the series. The Pilot, well, I don't seem to be captivated much but somehow I moved on to the next episode. And that's when I've got the hooked feeling.

Therefore, there I am. Watching it episodes by episodes, back to back. And I tell u, this series help me to move on. There are so many lessons learnt, so many useful advices in it. And u've got to listen to the songs too. Lovely, isn't it?

I am always a big fan to musicals. There is one song that I like. It is a Christmas song though(because it was sung in Christmas episode but I really hope it is not a Christmas song as the lyrics doesn't have anything related to the holiday) but I find the lyrics is beautiful. "Baby,it's cold outside." Beautiful song, really. Although by the fact it was sung by two gay people. :P

2011-09-03T21:31:00.000-07:00

salam.

Patutlah counter kat bawah tu tak nak gerak. Berhenti terus kat 3 years, 8 months and 1 day. Rupanya ada petanda.

People asked, are you okay? and I'd say, I'm coping. But, eventually it is not easy to move on alone when you used to be double for nearly four years. Anyway, wish me luck ya?

The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! At the Disco

2011-08-15T09:20:00.000-07:00

She paints her fingers with a close precision
He starts to notice empty bottles of gin
And takes a moment to assess the sins she’s paid for

A lonely speaker in a conversation
Her words were swimming through his ears again
There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

He senses something, call it desperation
Another dollar, another day
And if she had the proper words to say,
She would tell him
But she'd have nothing left to sell him

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

Mona Lisa wear me out
Pleased to please ya
Mona Lisa wear me out

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

Woah, Mona Lisa,
You're guaranteed to run this town
Woah, Mona Lisa,
I'd pay to see you frown

Say what you mean
Tell me I'm right
And let the sun rain down on me
Give me a sign
I want to believe

There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for

Time & Perspective.

2011-08-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

salam.

'cos it is only a number.
and it doesn't mean anything.

but, the love itself that counts.

*haha, guna komen sendiri kat blog orang lain wat modal buat post.*

Sebenarnya, bila baca balik komen tu, rasa macam tak percaya that is a comment posted by me. Because the me back then was totally a person that counts the number. Macam satu kemegahan bila pikir, "Wah, dah lama dah aku dengan dia ni. Bangga-bangga. Haha XD."

But now, I think the number doesn't mean anything. If there is no love in the air, then what's the point of having those big-big numbers? If we argue on almost everything everyday, 5 or 6 years even 10 years mean nothing. What does count is what we feel for each other. How we treat the other person and how we respect each other.

Well, yes I've been with him for almost 4 years now. Yes, I've put a counter indicating how many days, weeks, months, years had past since we started everything. But, for me that is how I reminisce the memories we had all this while.

Time. It is not only an healer, but it changes how we see things. As for me, it changes my view on seeing the world.

*well, I think this is my first time talking directly about my relationship. Sebelum ni rasa macam benda tu private sangat2. And I wish to keep it that way. :)
**Aten, lagu blog aten wat fana nk layan lagu2 Kangen Band. hee
***okeh, mau layan lagu Kangen Band sekarang. :)

2011-07-22T22:56:00.000-07:00

3 years, 7 months, 6 days.

and still counting.

haih,

memang tak boleh wat perangai camtu lama-lama.

HAHA XD

Untitled.

2011-07-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

It really is over.

Thank you for the memories.

I am grateful for having those.

I really am.

- farhana aziz-

Set Fire to the Rain

2011-07-19T01:31:00.000-07:00

I let it fall, my heart,

And as it fell, you rose to claim it
It was dark and I was over
Until you kissed my lips and you saved me

My hands, they're strong
But my knees were far too weak
To stand in your arms
Without falling to your feet

But there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew.
All the things you'd say
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

When I lay with you
I could stay there
Close my eyes
Feel you're here forever
You and me together
Nothing gets better

'Cause there's a side to you
That I never knew, never knew,
All the things you'd say,
They were never true, never true,
And the games you play
You would always win, always win.

[Chorus:]
But I set fire to the rain,
Watched it pour as I touched your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name!

I set fire to the rain
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time, the last time!

Sometimes I wake up by the door,
That heart you caught, must be waiting for you
Even now when we're already over
I can't help myself from looking for you.

[Chorus:]
I set fire to the rain,
Watch it pour as I touch your face,
Well, it burned while I cried
'Cause I heard it screaming out your name, your name

I set fire to the rain,
And I threw us into the flames
Well, it felt something died
'Cause I knew that that was the last time
The last time, oh, oh!

Let it burn
Let it burn
Let it burn

Syukran.

2011-07-13T02:58:00.000-07:00

salam.

I have so many wants. Yet HE gives me what I need. Of course, I don't figure it at first. Instead I keep asking when will HE grants my wish? But then I am grateful for having all I need.

Yes, HE gives me pain. I cried and cried. I made fuss on everything. I even yelled at misspelled words I wrote in my diary. But then I realized, HE wants me to be stronger than before.

I cried, I laughed, I yelled, I gigled and I plead hard. I have done everything. Why shouldn't I be thankful to HIM for giving everything I need in these past years?

*I reminisced the past. And I smiled. Thank you Ya Rabb.

-farhana aziz-

2011-07-07T23:13:00.000-07:00

salam.

Been missing someone. Just happen to scroll down her blog and it almost bring me to tears.

Kind of weird actually. We're never close as besties. And I happened to despise you a lot in the old days.

Anyhow,

Dear you,

I miss you.

Really.

Makna di sebalik pemakaian seluar lelaki

2011-05-11T04:11:00.000-07:00

salam.

Selalu je kita tengok macam-macam pesen seluar lelaki kan. Cuba kita try intai ape maknenye di sebalik seluar yang diorang pakai.

Seluar Jeans
Lelaki yg menggemari seluar jeans adalah seorang yg optimis & tenang, gaya tersendiri, amat mengasihi org yg disayangi, sanggup berkorban apa saja tapi sering tersilap mengambil keputusan.

Seluar Baggy
Lelaki yg meminati gaya seluar ini agak keperempuanan, mengikuti perkembangan semasa, lembab kerana ragu2 dlm mengambil keputusan, lemah lembut.

Seluar Warna Terang
Lelaki yg lebih suka memakai seluar yg berwarna terang dikatakan tegas, luas pandangan dan berfikiran matang bila selesaikan masalah.

Seluar Gantung / Hanger
Lelaki yg sering menggayakan fesyen seluar gantung adalah lelaki yg misteri, seleranya sukar diramal serta serba rahsia.

Seluar Ketat
Lelaki yg menyukai seluar ketat dikaitkan sebagai suka mencari perhatian, ego tinggi tapi baik.

*Saya tak suka lelaki pakai seluar londeh sampai menampakkan boxer/brief. Kalau lelaki-lelaki menyampah tengok perempuan pakai seluar nampak seluar kecik, kami pun sama. Sangat menyampah tengok boxer/brief anda. Itu sangatlah tidak macho.
**Sumber dari sini.

Farewell dear friend.

2011-04-21T21:16:00.000-07:00

Salam.

Hey friend. We've been friends for nearly 7 years. What a long time, right? Yep, dulu serious tak suka kau. Dulu la. Time Form 1. Tak tau la kenapa. But in the end, you end up being one of my best-est friend.

You know what, you are the best friend ever. You help us in our hardest. You've been a good listener to our problems. Everything is good as long as we are with you.

Having you as a friend is the best thing ever happened to me. I know we rarely communicate. But I always looking out for you from far. Oh tolong. Aku bukan stalker oke. It's just my way of looking out for my friends.

I am glad that you're doing thing that you love. Perhaps not what you want but as long as you love it everything seems to be alright.

Gee, this is hard.

Farewell dear friend. A friend that I cherish the most.

Oh, yes.

Please do back in one piece.

*So many to say but I find my fingers getting numb and my brain can't decode what my heart says.

*Eh, mak budak mana plak nih? :P*

**Biggest gratitude to Cik Aina for the pictures (have fun with you! :D) and of course, En Syafiq's family.

2011-04-11T05:01:00.000-07:00

salam.

have some manners will you?

2011-04-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

salam.

I don't know whether this is my fault or not. What I know, I am stuck in between. Both in my sides I want to be good to. Yes, both. Not either one. Both are too good to me. But why this kind of thing happens to me? Am I not good enough? Am I treating one of you unfairly? Then tell me why so I can fix it. Don't just not bother about me while I am exist in your sight! This is a torture you know. Really a torture. I can't handle this as friends are important to me. Besides, I have another 4 months here. What would I do if this situation continues during those 4 months time?

Oh, I'll be in hell. For sure.

CONGRATULATIONS!

2011-03-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

salam.

Congratulations of completing 2 years of studies here. Another 2 years in Japan.

Please,

take care of your health,

take care of yourself.

And please,

do keep in touch.

Never know that I will be hundreds, thousands miles away from my best friend. I can take it if you are still in the country. But to be in different country? No, I never imagine it. Nor I dare imagining it. Thought it will be long time before you flee but ends up times were looking us with their green eyes. The date is 20th March and today dated 13th March.

Nonetheless, hope you'll be happy there. And of course, find your mate there perhaps? :P

*omedetoo mate!*

*pid, umi mu mmg baek lah. same goes to your father. :)*

*post emo. haha :D

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2011-03-01T08:07:00.000-08:00

saya sayang anda.

WARNING! THIS IS A PRE-POST.

2011-02-26T09:16:00.000-08:00

salam.

To a friend that I am really grateful to have. And don't have a courage to lose.

May good life waiting u ahead.

And really, I do love u very much. *camera camera camera~* :P

of handbag, police, JPN and... what's more? oh yes. CIMB Bank. -part3-

2011-02-10T08:15:00.000-08:00

Salam.

HAHA. Bagi salam gelak plak. Apa taknya, lame gila sambungan dari part 2 ke part 3. Adeh. Pemalas betul kan tuan punya blog ni. Haih~

Erm, arini nak cite psal pengalaman pegi buat IC. Honestly said, pengalaman tu memang teruk gila. Ish, kalo bole memang takmo ingat lah.

So esoknye saya dapat cuti yang tak cuti. Takmo terang pe makne die. Kalo nak tau kena tanye privately lah. So esoknye Che Aten bawak pergi JPN kt Maju Junction. Disebabkan oleh insiden yang telah diceritakan di part2 kitorang sampai Maju Junction tu agak lewat la. Dalam pukul 4 lebih. So rushing gila2 sebab ingatkan JPN tu tutup awal.

Sampai2 je lega sebab still bukak ag. Then pi amik nombor giliran. Bila da sampai turn, cakap la nak buat IC baru sebab handbag kena curi. Akak yang kat kaunter tu pun mintak la police report sebab handbag kena curi kan. Then akak tu cakap something yang wat darah ni mendidih.

"Dik, dalam police report ni die cakap handbag adik tu disyaki hilang. Kalau disyaki camni, adik kena bayar RM40 sebab ayat tu tak confirmkan yang handbag adik hilang. Kalau ade perkataan saya percaya baru adik tak payah bayar."

Dengar je ape yang akak tu cakap seyes rasa marah gila. Ish, IC aku betul2 hilang la aku p wat IC baru ni. Takde kejenye aku nak p wat yang baru kalo benda tu tak hilang. Tapi akak tu tak bole wat pape sebab da memang polisi die macam tu. Akak tu siap cakapag, "Polis tau benda ni dik. Tapi diorang tak cakap." Oh, memang seyes sh*t lah.

Then nak pi amik gambar. Seyesly sampai sudah nama aku tak kena panggil. Orang lain yang datang lambat pun siap dulu. Tak tahan duk menunggu pi la tanye kat kaunter tu.

Aku: Akak, saya da lama tunggu tapi nape nama saya tak dipanggil pun?
Akak 1: Kejap eh dik. Sistem tengah down.
Akak 2: Name ape?
Aku: Farhana.
Akak 2: Dah panggil dah tadi. Awak yang tak dengar.

Kejadah??? Tak dengar pun! Nama orang lain dipanggil dengan loud n clear siap 2,3 kali ag apsal nama aku dipanggil slow je??*rasa mcm dipanggil slow sebab sebelum tu cam penah terdengar nama dipanggil tapi slow gila. Tak pegi kaunter sebab pastu die panggil nama lain dengan SANGAT loud n clear.*

So disebabkan darah mendidih buat kali kedua dengan geramnya aku menjawab, "Dah slow, camne nak dengar!" and terus blah. Mata da stat berair da sebab nak marah sangat. Che Aten mampu cakap "Sabar Fana, sabar.."

In the end, gambar aku lam IC bermata sembab sebab nangis. Nasib baik bole senyum jugak.

Then, 1 ag yang aku tak puas hati. Bila da siap IC*yang amik masa dalam 3-4 minggu nak siap* kol la JPN tu tanya kul bape tutup sebab ingat nak pi amik time otw balik ofis. Dia cakap la 5.30. Pastu dengan salah naik tren bagai sampai la depan JPN tu memang betul2 5.30. Tapi kat situ memang da kosong da. Memang nampak sangat staff die chow sebelum pukul 5.30 ag. Hangin satu badan lagi sekali. Haih~

*ni part 3. ade ag 1 benda nak cite. next time plak ye~
**entry ni sangat diharap bole dijadikan panduan untuk sape yang mengalami kejadian handbag/wallet kena curi/ragut. especially pasal report polis tu. penting kot. sia2 je RM40 hari2 melayang.

2011-02-09T08:07:00.000-08:00

Salam.

Haih, lame betul tak update kat sini. Mintak maaf la. Lately ni cam takde mood sangat mau update.

Nothing much, just something to scribble on. Don't wanna see my dearest blog kept 'un-updated'*anyone who can give me the rightword?*.

sometimes, not all emotions can be shown right at your face. You've gotta keep some only for your heart to know.
don't be judgemental. Yes, first impression indeed gives us some clue but to depend on it, is not fair at all. Get to know them, then one day you'll say,"oh damn, she/he's amazing! So sad we didn't meet earlier."
be yourself and only yourself. Because you are very special.
love. Love keeps everything right but it can harm too. So use your brain people! Don't be blinded by love. one day you'll regret it for sure.
keep your dignity up high. And lowered it when necessary.
do what you wanna do. Then you'll be successful.
enjoy precious moments with your loved ones. Because you don't know how many days left for you in this world.
Be inspired and get inspired!
yeah, life is a gamble. But you gotta win sometimes right?
:) and the world will :) back to you.

of handbag, police, JPN and... what's more? oh yes. CIMB Bank. -part2-

2011-01-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

salam.

adeh, lame tul sambungan cite ni. sebabnye malas + penat. balik ofis je pas makan tengok tv jap then tido. tak sempat nak bercerita kat blog ni.

so, get back to the story. pagi esoknye plan nak pegi JPN buat ic. pastu nak pi CIMB sebab nak buat kad bank. muflis nih kejap.huu

semalam da mintak aten temankan pegi JPN. so bangun pagi esoknye, pas redakan mamai pi mandi. time tengah mandi tu tiba2 terpikir. eh, camne aku nak kuar. kunci takde nih. erm.. takpe2. jap agi kite try cari jalan penyelesaian. tak khusyu' tul mandi sebab duk pikir camne nak kuar umah dengan takde kunci sebab kunci umah pun ade lam handbag tu. sampai abis mandi tak dapat jalan penyelesaian. bile da abis mandi takde jalan penyelesaian, diri sendiri pun da mula panik.

gitaw aten, diri sendiri terkunci dalam umah sendiri. haha. lawak tul. bole plak terkunci dalam umah sendiri. nasib baik aten tak gelak. siap cakap eh, bahaya tu kalo jadi pape. bile die cakap camtu hati yang nak tengah gelak terase cemas plak tiba2. huu

takpe2 aten. fana try ty dulu housemate camne. tanya punya tanya shun pun cakap nanti die bagi kunci time lunch. fuh, lega rase. tq shun! then lam pas zohor pegi la berangkat ke Wangsa Maju LRT. nak pegi KL Sentral sebab nak jumpe aten kat sana. tunggu punya tunggu sampai la tren. tapi dari jauh nampak tren tu kosong. dalam hati, fuh, lega dalam tren takde orang. bile tren sampai je, pintu bukak, kaki pun da ready nak melangkah masuk alih2 kat pintu tu ade sign cakap,

"PLEASE DO NOT ENTER THIS TRAIN"

terkejut, tapi lam hati cakap, maybe pintu yang ni rosak kot. so pegi la kat pintu len. tapi still ade sign tu jugak. rupa2nye kat sign tu ade ag sebaris ayat selain ayat kat atas tu.

"PLEASE DO NOT ENTER THIS TREN.
THIS TRAIN IS IN TESTING MODE."

ceh, hampeh tul! aku da la nak cepat ni. sume orang kat situ da tunjuk muka tak puas hati da. huu

then, bile da selamat naik tren yang bukan in testing mode, sampai KL Sentral, jumpe aten, terus gerak ke KL Monorel plak sebab kena naik monorel pegi ke Medan Tuanku.

sampai kat Medan Tuanku tu gerak ke Maju Junction sebab nak buat ic kat JPN kat situ. erm...da panjang sangat da ni. nanti la sambung eh. sebab kat JPN ni pun de cite die jugak. involving JPN + Polis. so, tunggu next entry eh?*ceh, bajet blogger howt.haha*

2011-01-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

feels like going to a foreign country. where nobody knows me. just me and myself. and you, blog. of course.

*ceh, banyak la ko punya foreign country. fulus mana mau cari?

2011-01-01T12:16:00.000-08:00

i wake up in the morning to see your face. i turn my gaze to you in the afternoon just to see you laugh. and i see you asleep at night just to see you drool in your sleep. but i didn't know that loving you can be a lot of pain too.

:((

*my heart is crying. like, real hard. :(((

of handbag, police, JPN and... what's more? oh yes. CIMB Bank.

2010-12-23T20:55:00.000-08:00

salam.

okeh, sebab Dyana da bising suh update jom kite update. hee.
*dalam post ini saya akan bahasakan diri aku ye.

Tanggal 22hb 12 2010 memang seyes takkan aku lupa. sebab handbag aku sekali dengan semua isi-isinya kena curi dek orang. dahla curi bag aku dalam surau. takke pedajal gila engkau ni wahai pencuri. kebas bag orang dalam surau.

dahla time tu awien ngan choh tengah tunggu aku. tak dapat la aku nak kontak dorang sebab handphone aku pun kau kebas gak. seb baik ade kak ana ngan kak idah. kalo tak aku tak taw la camne. kak ana ngn kak idah la yang bawak aku pegi security, pegi CIMB Bank nak block kad atm, pegi usha2 atm kad surau tu sebab operator CIMB tu ckap ko tengah nak try kad aku so diorang xbole block.

so kak ana ngan kak idah pun terus bawak aku turun kat surau tu kalo2 ko ade tengah try2 kad aku. tapi xpat jumpe. naik balik ty dekat CIMB operator tu ckp kad atm aku da automatik kena block sebab ko da try lebey dari 3 kali.

so pastu pegi naik balik ofis, solat sume, then gtaw umi abah. pastu balik umah. asalnye nak pegi wat report kat balai polis tapi ujan so xpat pegi. kebetulan keta kak ana pun rosak. seelum balik singgah Celcom jap untuk wat recovery no fon.

sampai je umah, pas tekan loceng umah, awien datang bukak pintu.

"hah fana! ko gi mane? kitorang call tak angkat2?"

"awien, handbag aku kena curi." sempat ag gelak sebab nak tahan sebak.

"HAH??BETUL KE FANA??"

"betul la awien.huu"

secepat kilat awien memberi liputan kat housemate2 lain. sume 7 orang housemate*lily tak balik ag* serbu aku tanye macam2. so cite la serba sedikit. then diorang wat keputusan.

"housemate! jom ikut fana g balai polis wat report!"

oh, terharu gila taw! sume 7 orang tu termasuk aku kena sumbat lam kete shun pegi balai polis. sangat terharu oke. thanks housemateku sume~ :)

da panjang sangat ni. sambung nantilah.
*post ni da jadi cam aku-pencuri conversation plak.

*handbag yang dikebas*

of handbag, police, JPN and... what's more?

2010-12-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

will update about this later.

tag dari Miss Evy!

2010-12-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

Tag dari dyana! Jom2 usha tag ni~

1. apa benda paling penting dlm idup anda?

Guru, Ibu, Bapa, Adik2, Sahabat dan dia.

2. benda yg terakhir anda beli guna duit anda?

Roti kat Cake Sense + tiket lrt + tiket bas = RM5.40.

3. dimana tmpt korang langsungkan perkahwinan korang?

Haiyoh, belum kawen lagi la.. (-_-")

4. adakah korang sedang bercinta sekarang?

No comment. :P

5. berapa lama korang akan mencintai kekasih korang?

Jika diizinkan Tuhan, biarlah seumur hidup hanya dia di hati.

6. di mana korang selalu jumpa kekasih korang?

Kat dalam hati masing2. haha

7. novel/buku/majalah terakhir kamu beli?

Er.. da lama sangat da tak beli benda2 tu sume. tapi ingat nak cari gak buku2 untuk mengisi masa lapang yang ntah bila ada. hee

8. apakah name penuh korang?

Nur Farhana bt Abdul Aziz. yang membawa maksud kegembiraan kami mengikut kata2 kazen dulu.

9. antara mak dan ayah mana paling rapat?

Erm... same je dua2. sebab dua2 pun penting! hee

10. namakan org yang betul2 korang nk jumpa dlm hidup korang?

Er.. ntahla.. tak de jawapan ag buat masa ni.

11.adakah korang basuh baju korang sendiri?

Basuh tangan beb.

12. tempat yg btul2 korang nk pergi?

Nak angkut 1 famili pegi Mekah. hee. pastu nak pegi jepun. chapid! aku nak ikut mu! dan jugak nak pegi prague. honeymoon mungkin?*gatal :P*

13. pilih salah satu, peluk atau ciuman?

nak dua2 gak cam dyana! :D

14. bagitau 3 benda org yg bg kamu tag

Dyana! the sweetest person on earth! n die sangat suka hijau n pooh! kan2 dyana?hee

15. benda yg paling di sayangi dlm hidup anda

Benda? erm... cincin umi bagi. :)

16. lagu yg plg kamu suka dengar?

Banyak la. xtaw nak pilih yang mane. huu

17. bila tarikh lahir korang dn tempat selalu kamu sambut?
3 Okt. tak selalu sambut sebab famili tak amalkan. just ntuk taun ni celebrate ngan sahabat2. :)

18. List 5 org kena tag

i) Doyan.

ii) Fetty.

iii) Abg Nash.

iv) Ha.

v) Wani J

2010-12-15T05:37:00.000-08:00

rindu.

rindu..

dan rindu...

SAYA RINDU ANDA SEMUA~

first day.

2010-12-09T06:13:00.000-08:00

ah-ha!*tiru dyana.hee*tajuk saspen tak? first day. first day intern!

neves oke nak lalu first day ni sampaikan malam semalam tak bley tido. esoknye, oh tidak! first day internku disambut oleh eyebag yang horror. :(

turun lrt terus berputar cari PC*B. tapi entah camne punya pusing tersesat sampai kat taman klcc. masuk balik tu baru jumpe tempatnye.

dapat department HR n yang paling best dapat Mr. SV yang sangat baek! kak ana n 'abg' shokhrat pun baek. :P

first day berlalu dengan baek. semoga hari-hari yang seterusnye pun baek juga. amiin.. :)

*oh, ini post basi. tajuk first day tapi update on the third day.(-_-")
**oh, saya rindu sahabat2 saya! :(

quoted:

2010-12-03T02:25:00.000-08:00

we walk away to see who will follow
we hide because we want to be found
we cry to see who will wipe away the tears
and we let our hearts get broken to see who will
come and fix them.

of Lost World of Tambun and ...

2010-12-01T13:20:00.000-08:00

salam.

haih. lamenye tak berupdate. fed up ngn tenet utp yang cam snail kt v5 tu. sekarang ni ade kat umah so bole la update kan?hee

btw, nak sambung cite sal post ni. 8hb 11 aritu, bersama-sama doyan, wani j, furqan n nisa, kitorang pegi Lost World of Tambun. saje release tensi sebelum pulun2 stadi untuk final. agpun ni last time kuar ngan diorang sebab pasni tak jumpe diorang da. T.T*blame UTP's new academic structured for this. :(*

so kitorang gerak la dari UTP lam kul 11 gak rasenye. lupe da hee. singgah Tesco Pengkalan dulu untuk beli makanan sikit.*nasi lemak Tesco tu sangat sedap!alamak, lapar la plak malam2 ni. huu*

bile da siap beli barang, pegi naik kete untuk teruskan perjalanan. tibe2 kena prank tapi tak jadi prank. sport rim py psal kan. lawak tul :D. papepun tq korang. Furqan. Wani J, Doyan n Nisa. Keluang man tu sangat comel.*doyan ckp benda tu name die keluang man :P*

then, we proceed with our journey. seperti biasa, fana la yang jadi diorang py GPS. haih, bwk2 la kenal jalan kat ipoh tu kawan-kawan (-_-").

da sampai sana, dikejutkan dengan berita yang tak bole main air sebab kitorang pakai tracksuit. tapi sebab da sampai so kitorang bedal masuk gak. akibatnye, dua tempat je yang kitorang bole main sebab pkai tracksuit. wuu~

takpe2, even dua tempat je kite bole main fana still enjoy. sangat seronok ade ngan korang. i am really gonna miss u guys. :(

da tak taw nak cakap pe so let's allow the pictures to speak. :)

*"mane puran??"-doyan :P*

and of course, this lil' thing. sweet~! :))

*name die keluang man. doyan gtaw.*

you are my love

2010-11-20T22:27:00.000-08:00

by Yuki Kjiura

Kiss me sweet

I'm sleeping in silence all alone in ice and snow

In my dreams I'm calling your name

You are my love

In your eyes I search for my memory

Lost in vain

So far in the scenery

Hold me tight and swear again and again

We'll never be apart

If you could touch my feathers softly, I'll give you my love

We set sail in the darkness of the night

Out to the sea

To find me there

To find you there

Love me now if you dare

Kiss me sweet

I'm sleeping in sorrow

All alone

To see you tomorrow

In my dreams I'm calling your name

You are my love

My love

of Lost World of Tambun and karok~

2010-11-11T09:57:00.000-08:00

this is a teaser. hee~ i'll update the stories when i have some time ya~
:)

chatbox~

2010-11-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

oh ho. i've put up a chat box here. just for testing actually. out of boredom*weyh, ko de test kot esok*

let's see until when that cbox will be here.

so guys,*ladies too of course! :P* let me hear what you'll say~!
:D

2010-11-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be

thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

and you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

diet Rasulullah saw

2010-10-28T22:23:00.000-07:00

Rupanya tanpa kita sedari, dalam makanan yang kita makan sehari-hari, kita tak boleh makan sesuka hati kita saja. Inilah penyebab terjadinya berbagai penyakit antara lain penyakit kencing manis, lumpuh, sakit jantung, keracunan makanan dan lain-lain penyakit. Apabila anda telah mengetahui ilmu ini, tolonglah ajarkan kepada yang lainnya.

Ustaz Abdullah Mahmood mengungkapkan, Rasulullah tak pernah sakit perut sepanjang hayatnya kerana pandai menjaga makanannya sehari-hari. InsyaAllah kalau anda ikut diet Rasulullah ini, Anda takkan menderita sakit perut ataupun keracunan makanan.

Jangan makan SUSU bersama DAGING

Jangan makan DAGING bersama IKAN

Jangan makan IKAN bersama SUSU

Jangan makan AYAM bersama SUSU

Jangan makan IKAN bersama TELUR

Jangan makan IKAN bersama DAUN SALAD

Jangan makan SUSU bersama CUKA

Jangan makan BUAH bersama SUSU (Contoh : KOKTEL)

CARA MAKAN

* Jangan makan buah setelah makan nasi, sebaliknya makanlah buah terlebih dahulu, baru makan nasi.

* Tidur 1 jam setelah makan tengah hari.

*Jangan sesekali tinggal makan malam. Barang siapa yg tinggal makan malam dia akan dimakan usia dan kolesterol dalam badan akan berganda. Nampak memang sulit.. tapi, kalau tak percaya? Kesannya tidak dalam jangka pendek?. Kesannya akan nampak bila kita sudah tua nanti.

* Nabi pernah mencegah kita makan ikan bersama susu. kerana akan cepat mendapat penyakit. Ini terbukti oleh ilmuwan yang menemukan bahawa dalam daging ayam mengandung ion+ sedangkan dalam ikan mengandung ion-, jika dalam makanan kita ayam bercampur dengan ikan maka akan terjadi reaksi biokimia yang akan dapat merosakkan usus kita.

Antara amalan-amalan kesihatan lain yang wajar diamalkan:

1. Mandi Pagi sebelum subuh, sekurang kurangnya sejam sebelum matahari terbit. Air sejuk yang meresap ke dalam badan dapat mengurangi penimbunan lemak. Kita boleh saksikan orang yang mandi pagi kebanyakan tidak gemuk.

2. Rasulullah mengamalkan minum segelas air sejuk (bukan air dalam peti sejuk/ais) setiap pagi. Mujarabnya InsyaAllah jauh dari penyakit (susah mendapat sakit).

3. Waktu sembahyang subuh disunatkan kita bertafakur (iaitu sujud sekurang kurangnya seminit setelah membaca doa). Kita akan terhindar dari sakit kepala atau migrain. Ini terbukti oleh para ilmuwan yang membuat kajian kenapa dalam sehari perlu kita sujud. Ahli-ahli sains telah menemui beberapa milimeter ruang udara dalam saluran darah di kepala yg tidak dipenuhi darah. Dengan bersujud maka darah akan mengalir ke ruang tersebut.

4. Nabi juga mengajar kita makan dengan tangan dan bila habis hendaklah menjilat jari.Begitu juga ahli saintis telah menemukan bahawa enzim banyak terkandung di celah jari-jari, iaitu 10 kali ganda terdapat dalam air liur. (enzim sejenis alat percerna makanan).

Sabda nabi : "Ilmu itu milik Allah, barang siapa menyebarkan ilmu demi kebaikan insyaAllah, Allah akan menggandakan 10 kali kepadanya"

*sumber dari sini.

2010-10-27T09:29:00.000-07:00

rindu.

2010-10-27T02:06:00.000-07:00

like a fool.
i believe every single word that you say.

i love you.
i don't want to have any doubts about you.

but now.
how can i survive this?

:(

2010-10-27T01:55:00.000-07:00

kenapa buat camni kat fana?

you're lying to me
over and over again.

please
jangan sampai fana betul-betul fed up.
betul-betul penat.

then,
it will be the end.

memori

2010-10-25T09:23:00.000-07:00

memori. susahkan kalo takde memori. tak bole bayangkan kalo satu hari nanti tereksiden then hilang ingatan. tak bole bayang camne nak hidup tanpa ingat/kenal orang2 yang selama ni sayang kat kite. mesti stress. orang tu lagi stress n sdey kan sebab kite tak ingat die.

nape tiba2 tachink ni? sebab baru lepas tengok 6 episod Tsubasa Chronicle. anime yang best. yang dari kecik2 dulu sampai sekarang still duk tengok ag. maybe ramai yang taw sal anime ni kot. kalo xtaw bole bace serba sedikit sal anime ni kat sini.

sakura n shaoran ni sangat sweet. sangat terharu dengan kesungguhan shaoran cari memori sakura even sakura tak dapat ingat sape die. shaoran terpaksa korbankan die punya relationship dengan sakura sebagai syarat daripada Dimensional Witch untuk die dapat merentas dunia berbeza untuk cari memori sakura. but even she cannot recognise him, their relationship is so strong that deep down she knows how special and important shaoran is to her.

scene yang paling tachink kat episod 6. time sakura tanye shaoran. "who are you?". time tu hati sendiri plak rase pedih sebab sangat2 bole imajin pe shaoran rase time tu.

*my faveret picture.*

*my second faveret picture*

haih~ tachink ngn katun plak. keje banyak sebenarnye. tapi tensi sampai xley pikir dengan betul. so layan la Tsubasa Chronicle ni kejap. da abis layan, so jom2 sambung wat keje~

*it's not that i'm keeping grudges but i want you to feel the same thing as i feel so that you won't do that again as you yourselves can feel how hurt it is. i won't do anything to you. because i know. i will get it back. karma babe. karma. so i'll leave it to HIM. HE knows the best.

ape yang dirancang tak semestinye jadi.

2010-10-25T08:33:00.000-07:00

da plan elok2 da.
tapi
tak jadi jugak.
hmmm...
elak punya elak
jumpe lagi jugak.
haish..
aku nak lari dari kau la, taw x?

*sebaik kejadian ialah yang dirancangNYA. mungkin de hikmah di sebalik ni. sape tahu kan? ku berserah padaMU.

2010-10-22T14:38:00.000-07:00

in need of you.
now.
really.
:(

Love Like Woe~

2010-10-18T02:49:00.000-07:00

by The Ready Set

Woe oh, oh, oh!
Woe oh, oh, oh!
I kinda feel like it don't make, like it don't make
Feel like it don't make sense
I'm thinking baby you and I are undeniable
But I'm finding now love's unreliable
I'm given all I got to make you stay
Or am I just a roadblock in your way?

'Cause your a pretty little windstorm
Out on the boulevard
Something like a sunset
Oh, you're a shooting star
And I might drive myself insane
If those lips aren't speaking my name

'Cause I got some intuition
Or maybe I'm superstitious
But I think you're a pretty sweet pill that I'm swallowing down
To counter this addiction
You got me on a mission
Tell me darling can I get a break, some how
Can I say no?

She's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
Girl's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
(Ba da da)
I kinda feel like it don't make sense
Because you're bringing me in
And now you're kicking me out again

Love so strong (Woe oh oh oh)
Then you moved on (Woe oh oh oh)
Now I'm hung up in suspense
Because you're bringing me in
And then you're kicking me out again

It's like a hurricane
Speed train
She's a moving car
Go catch her in the fast lane
Oh I gotta know
Can I keep up with her pace?
Kick it into gear when I see that face

You can take up all my time 'cause you're the only one
That can make a storm cloud break
Pulling out the sun
And I can get caught in the rain
Can I get your lips to speak my name?

'Cause I got some intuition
Or maybe I'm superstitious
But I think you're a pretty sweet pill that I'm swallowing down
To counter this addiction
You got me on a mission
Tell me darling can I get a break, some how
Can I say no?

She's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
Girl's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh
(Ba da da)
I kinda feel like it don't make sense
'Cause you're bringing me in
And now you're kicking me out again

Love so strong (Woe oh oh oh)
Then you moved on (Woe oh oh oh)
Now I'm hung up in suspense
Because you're bringing me in
And then you're kicking me out again

Because we only have one life
The timing and the moment
All seem so right
So would you say you're mine? (We'll be just fine)
Would you say you're mine? (We'll be just fine)

She's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
Girl's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
(Ba da da)
I gotta feel like it don't make sense
'Cause you're bringing me in
And now you're kicking me out again

Love so strong (Woe oh oh oh)
Then you moved on (Woe oh oh oh)
Now I'm hung up in suspense
Because you're bringing me in
And then you're kicking me out again

She's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
Girl's got a love like woe (Woe oh oh oh)
(Ba da da)
I kinda feel like it don't make sense
'Cause you're bringing me in
And now you're kicking me out again

Love so strong (Woe oh oh oh)
Then you moved on (Woe oh oh oh)
Now I'm hung up in suspense
Because you're bringing me in
And then you're kicking me out again

*i'm longing to be like this song. free like a flying bird.
**thinking of you, speaking to you make me feel free. you bring hope to my soul. :)

oh oh~

2010-10-15T12:13:00.000-07:00

oh oh~

saya clumsy lagi~
kali ni hilang dompet plak. haih~ tercicir dompet tu time nak masukkan die lam beg. time nak p miting malam tu baru pasan.

eh, MANA DOMPET??

mula la kelam-kabut. haru jap. nak nangis pun ade. yela. duit bole cari. tp bnde2 penting lam wallet tu cam ic, kad bank, n most importand gmbr umi abh cmne? susah kot nak wat semula. huu

naseb baik la time kol kierah tanye ade nampak ke x wallet tu die tercakap sal pakcik western tu de tanye die," ade x kawan name fatin tercicir dompet?". mula2 die ingatkan che aten since name penuh che aten tu che faten humaira kan. but since pakcik western tu ckp dompet tu kaler putih so sah2 la bukan sebab che aten's purse is pink*since budak ni hantu pink*. dengar die cakap camtu terus turun pi kafe nak p tanye pakcik tu.

sampai kat kafe terus serang makcik kat western tu.

"makcik, mne pakcik?kawan saya cakap die ade jumpe dompet saya."

"ye ke?erm..try tengok kat mini market tu."

"oke. time kasih makcik :)"

so menapak lagi ke mini market aka kopetro. intai punye intai lam tu xdelah pulak pakcik ni. pegi lagi tanye kat makcik western. ade abang kat western tu plak sruh tengok kat tempat air. melangkah pulak pegi tempat air. tengok2 pakcik tu xde jgk. ish, mne la pakcik western nih.

so tanye la kat pakcik air tu.

"pakcik ade nampak pakcik western tak?"

"nape?nak cari dompet kamu ke?"

*sengih*"haah.huu"

"hah, tu ade kat situ.*dan pakcik tu pun bagi dompet"

wah~naseb bek jumpe~ huu. n naseb baek xhilang pape. ALHAMDU LILLAH..

*time kaseh byk2 kt budak sudan yang jmpe wallet tu, pakcik western yang gtaw kierah dan jugak makcik dan pakcik yang cam sape tuan punye dompet tu according to gambar passport yang ade lam wallet tu. syukur~
*fana, please lah oke. please jangan clumsy lagi. tolong tolong~ (-_-")

clumsy me :(

2010-10-13T05:45:00.000-07:00

salam.

hari tu pegi Ipoh dengan Aten n Fizah sebab ade keje. da alang2 kuar tu pi la kami ke JJ. sebab utamanya ialah dua dari kami ni kepingin nk makan donuts from Big Apple. so sampai sana, pas solat sume trus p makan sebab diri ini kebulur dari pagi tak makan pape ag.hu

da siap makan kaki pun gerak pi Big Apple. pilih punya pilih beli la dua bijik. sebelum tu ada terdetik kat hati nak beli enam bijik wat makan skali ngan Furqan, Wani J n Doyan. tapi ntah nape time beli tu tercakap kat die nak dua bijik je. so beli la dua bijik.

pastu pusing2 la JJ tu kejap. da puas pusing2 pi la turun kat bahagian bawah. time nak bayar kat bawah tu tiba2 rase cam tangan kanan kosong. tengok kat tangan kanan trus terkejut.

ALAMAK! MANA BIG APPLE AKU??

pas bayar tu pi cari kat area2 yang pi tadi. wuu.. sdey.. tetap tak jumpe gak. 2, 3 kali gak la pusing2 tempat tu. haih~ memang la aku ni clumsy + loklak. Big Apple yang ade kat tangan pun bole ilang camtu je. naseb baek la tak beli enam bijik tadi. kalo tak memang bole meraung sorang2.huu

"ni kalo da ade anak ni camne la.. entah2 anak pun bole ilang gak. haih~" -> fizah. (-_-")

*memang lam mimipi je la makan Big Apple malam tu.huu*

2010-10-12T08:29:00.000-07:00

geram.

oh seyesly geram oke. it seems like i was right about you. oh come on babe! nak break up sebab nak concentrate on studies??huh, yeah right. like i don't know who you are. ingatkan kawan aku tu bole jinakkan kau. rupanye kau ni memang xtaw bersyukur la. kawan aku tu sikit punya baek, sayang kau macam nak mati but then you said, "i'm sorry. we have to break up as i want to concentrate to my studies." kalo betul tak pela jugak and aku memang salute kau la sebab berani wat decision camtu. the prob is, kau pegi main ngan jantan lain plak. pe kes wey?

oh. seriously. aku hangin betul ngan pompuan camni. kalo memang da betul da tak suka kat kawan aku tu. then just tell him the truth rather than giving him those lame excuses. you know what?truth is better even if it hurts.

aku ingatkan laki je yang jenis suka bagi alasan tak masuk akal nak tinggalkan pompuan untuk die ngorat pompuan lain. rupenye pompuan pun ada jugak and you are the best example i can give.

*ya ALLAH. sesungguhnya KAU lah yang memegang hati-hati kami. janganlah KAU bolak-balikkan hati kami. kekalkanlah ia di tempat dan jalan yang lurus. amiin.

*moga benda ni tak jadi kat diri ini. jaga diri fana. jaga hati juga. :)

Bad Romance

2010-10-08T10:34:00.000-07:00

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

Bubbly - Colbie Caillat
*oh oh what does it mean?*

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Realize - Colbie Caillat
*yea, i realize how chubby i am (-_-")*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Lovebug - Jonas Brothers
*really?haha*

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Never Too Late - 3 Days Grace
*yeah, right.haha*

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Hey Mickey! - Spice Girls
*betul ke?tp xde telinga comel cm mickey pun..*

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How to Dance With You - Black Kids
*i'm agree with this.haha*

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

American Boy - Estelle feat. Kanye West
*oh yeah. dan humphrey, u always in my mind.*

WHAT IS 2 + 2??

Beat It - Fall Out Boy
*soo true.haha*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Never Knew I Needed - Ne-yo
*it's the past. now i know i need you soo badly*

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Zero Graviti - David Archuletta
*oh apekah?*

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

She Wolf - Shakira
*oh tidak!!*

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon
*hmm...*

WHAT WILL/DID YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Broken - Seether feat. Amy Lee
*baru kawen da broken da?*

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

Kiss Me Through The Phone - Soulja Boy feat. Sammie
*alamak alamak.ni tertukar ngan soklan kt atas ni*

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Apologize - Republic
*seriously??*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Two Worlds - Phil Collins
*er...*

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

The Killers - Mr. Brightside
*the killers who?*

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

I Hate Myself For Losing You - Kelly Clarkson
*oh yeah.i did.once*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Through The Trees - Low Shoulder
*kite penah main kat celah2 pokok ke?*

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Bad Romance - Lady Gaga
*oh oh. XP*

syukur.

2010-10-03T04:47:00.000-07:00

salam~

Syukur Alhamdu Lillah kerna dengan limpah kurniaNYA serta izinNYA aku dapat meneruskan hidupku ini. tanggal 3hb oktober merupakan ulang tahunku yang ke-20. sudah 20 tahun aku menumpang di dunia ciptaanMU ini. banyak yang telah ku pelajari. suka, duka, masam,manis dan pahit. kejayaan dan kegagalan. kegembiraan dan kesedihan. semuanya telah sebati dalam hidupku. aku bersyukur YA ALLAH kerna KAU memberiku peluang untuk merasai semuanya.

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU.
Dengan ini, aku bermohon YA ALLAH. agar ENGKAU rahmati dan berkatilah kedua ibu bapaku. tanpa mereka, aku takkan berpeluang merasai nikmatMU. ENGKAU panjangkanlah umur mereka, murahkanlah rezeki mereka. KAU kurniakanlah kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan kepada mereka kerna senyuman mereka merupakan nadi hidupku.

YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU.
Setinggi-tinggi syukur ku ucapkan kepadaMU atas nikmat yang KAU berikan. acap kali aku lalai. acap kali aku lupa. ampunkan aku YA ALLAH. sesungguhnya aku hanyalah manusia yang sering kali lalai dengan nikmat dunia.

*terbitnya mentari penanda bermulanya hari yang baru. moga tahun yang baru ini memberiku banyak pengalaman dan pengajaran yang berguna. dan berubahlah ke arah kebaikan.*

@#$%^&!!!!!!

2010-09-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

haih~
sangat tak suka oke.
da siap da wat post tadi.
alih2 error plak.
ilang terus post tu.
tak suka betul.
tak suka tulis benda yang sama banyak2 kali.
macam takde originality.

2010-09-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

oh really.
do you need to haunt me too?
you already scared me to death.
so please.
don't.

counting minutes~

2010-09-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

salam~

dalam masa 47 minutes ag saya akan bertolak pulang ke kampung halaman. oh, sangat tak sabar. sangat rindu akan umi abah*sangat* dan juga adik2.

excited juga sebab kali ni dapat pose lame cket kat umah. kalo taun sudah esok nak raye baru sampai umah. sangat sdey. :(

oleh itu, dengan penuh penghargaan saya ingin mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

:)

2010-08-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

salam.

fuh,penat. tapi sangat seronok. hee. sebenarnya baru balik dari RECMO IX. RECMO IX ni lebey kurang cam program homestay gak la. tapi die kejap je. 4 ari je.

fyi, this is my first time joining this kind of program. and who knows, that first time gives lotssss of memorable and sweet memories for me to cherished. sangat gembira~! :D

untuk family angkat iaitu pakcik hassan dan makcik hasanah*sangat nice name pakcik ngan makcik ni kan?matching sgt.hee*, terima kasih sgt2 sebab jaga kami*fana n wani* dengan sangat baik. makanan sangat sedap. karipap makcik the best lah! :D

setakat ni lah dulu ye. this is just a teaser. i will post more on our activities there. together with the photos.*i hope. tenet utp sangat lah laju seperti snail yang ade kat v5 tuh*

ciao~

hatred

2010-08-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

i don't like this.
and i don't like you.
hate you?
yes.
i do hate you.
how i wish i can be far away from you.
don't even want to see your face.
don't even want to hear your voice.
please.

GO AWAY.

they say...

2010-08-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

they say...
laughter is the best medicine.

thanx.
gelak ngn korang wat demam ni da oke cket.ptut p gelak ngn korg awal2 ag.

:D

2010-08-21T21:25:00.001-07:00

I missed the last bus, I'll take the next train,
I try but you see, it's hard to explain.
I say the right things, but act the wrong way,
I like it right here, but I cannot stay.

:)

2010-08-20T23:28:00.000-07:00

LIFE IS SHORT.

SO MAKE IT MEANINGFUL.

AND WORTH TO REMEMBER.

HAHA.

2010-08-20T12:02:00.000-07:00

a team of highly trained monkey?

HAHA.

trust.

2010-08-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

salam.

trust breeds trust. you have to trust people first in order to get them to trust you back.
:)

*i trust people very easily. but once they break the trust, there will be no more trust from me.

pendam perasaan.

2010-08-19T06:38:00.000-07:00

salam.

hari tu chat dengan sorang kawan lama. mulanya die komen status kt fb. pas2 terchat plak. mula2 die tanya nape emo. cakap la annoyed ngan someone. then die tanya, "ni wat status kat fb ni xrsau die terbaca ke?". so jawab la,"biarla die bace. at least die taw yang die da ter-annoyed seseorang. so pandai2 la ubah perangai tu". then die jawab balik. "mane bley camtu. xbaik. sometimes kite kena pendam perasaan kita".

betul. sometimes we have to just keep it to ourselves. but ONLY sometimes. not every times. truth hurts. it's a fact. everybody knows that. but lies hurt even more. walaupun that lies are those that we called 'tipu sunat'. mula2 tipu sunat. but when the truth reveals, it will no longer be 'tipu sunat' anymore.

betul. bukan mudah untuk berterus terang. senang untuk menipu. tapi effect tipu itu sgt besar. boleh membawa kepada perpecahan. boleh membawa kepada sakit hati. boleh membawa kepada benci.

as for me, it's really hard to tell my true feelings to other people. i rather they know it by common sense. if not, i will tell it indirectly. never tell it straight to the point. unless with people that i am comfortable with. with people that i acknowledge as friends. contoh, eka. i can tell everything to him. from 'eka, fana da gemuk' to 'eka, fana xsuka la eka wat fana camni2'. if he makes me feel angry, i tell him. if he annoys me, i'll let him know. and if he makes me happy, i will say, 'eka, fana hepi eka wat camtu'. because i don't want to have hard feelings between us. and my type, if i keep things to myself, i will explode one day. and when the time came, it will be too late. benda ni da pernah jadi between me and him. so i don't want it to happen again.

and before this, i am quite certain that people can't really read my mind/feelings. but now, one of my friends can sense it pretty well. i don't know whether she knows my behavior completely well or i am the one who can picture my feelings on my face now.

quite a long post from me.*kinda boring actually.haha*. so, to the person who annoyed me most, i'm sorry if i am not caring for your feelings. it is that when i feel annoyed, i tend to act nonchalantly to him/her. i don't really care for your feelings anymore as i have my own to take care of. selfish?yeah. people are selfish actually. and they have to be selfish sometimes.

oh for God's sake. shut up now. u da start merapu. :P

tips kesihatan.

2010-08-17T01:04:00.000-07:00

salam. hari ni nk kongsi satu tips pasal kesihatan. tips yang disend oleh my buddy. thanx a lot~! :)

Ini sebahagian buku The Secret of Health yang di baca.

1. Happier thought lead to essentially a happier biochemistry; a healthier body; while negative thougt and stress have shown to degrade the body and functioning of the brain.

2.Remove physiological stress from the body, and the body does what it was designed to do; it heal itself.

3.When patient truly believes the tablet (ubat) is a cure when he eat it, he receives what he believes and it is cured.

4. Laughter attracts joy, releases negativity, and leads to miraculous cures.

5. Disease is held in the body by thought, by observation of illness and by the attention given to the illness.
If you are feeling a little unwell, dont talk about it-unless you want more of it.
Instead if you change the conversation to good things and give powerful thoughts, insyaAllah the mind will give healthier body.

6.Belief about aging are all in our minds, So release those bad thoughts from your consciousness. Focus on health and eternal youth.
Believe that it is not impossible for 50+ folk to have a healthy body system.

7. Do not listen to society's messages about disease and aging. Negative messages do not serve you.

>>>>If you have some time, try to visualize yourself in the condition that you want. This dream may help the body to build positive message and deliver a positive attitude for a healthy body. Body systems is a servant of the mind thought.

thank you a lot to kak fiza n kak mun~!

2010-08-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

salam.
da lame da nk post post ni sebenarnye tapi xberkesempatan. so sekarang fana nk cakap

A LOT OF THANKS

TO

Kak FIZA

&

Kak Mun

sebab bagi fana flip flop ni.

*kondisi flip flop ni pas nearly 4 weeks pakai. sgt selesa pakai die taw~ tq again kak fiza n kak mun~ :D*

seyesly terharu...huu

thank you sgt2~

hope to see you both again. ari2 xsempat borak panjang2 kan?

*sorilah gambar xcntik sebab amik ngn kamera fon je..huu