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What I write about might not be what I feel. It could be random. It could be about you, you or you. Or it could be about me. This is how I see the world. At least from what I saw through this thick spectacles.

:)

Sunday, December 20, 2009

lamany x update~

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salam...
lamany x update~
abg nash da bsg2 da...
ty,"fana,ble nk update blog?"
huu...sori2 abg nash lmbt gler update...
mood nk update 2 xde la abg nash...
cmpur ngn malas n xde idea jgk..hee

saya br je pas bce 1 cerpen ni...
tjuk die, "saya nk jadi isteri awk bukan bini awak"
cite die nice n kalo de sape2 y nk bce sila ke sini
n saya suka 1 ayt y dituturkan dlm cerpen 2....
"bercinta hanya sekali ntuk saya, iaitu dengan suami saya"
**mtk pnjm ayt ek penulis..sorila saya ni jns men bce je..xkesah sgt ngn sape authorny..
nice kn ayt die....
bgusny kalo bley wat cm2...
huu

btw,nnt nk update sal kwd...
huu da smggu da kwd br nk update
tape2...
memori kekal abadi dalam ingatan..
hee

Saturday, November 28, 2009

ucapan selamat hari lahir kepada....

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INTAN DAYANA BT ABU BAKAR aka DOYAN!!

selamat ulang tahun yang ke-19
moga pnjg umo murah rezeki
moga brjaya dlm pape bdg y diceburi
moga diberkati olehNYA sentiasa
moga mendapat kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat
moga mendapat jodoh y baek
dan berbahagia hendaknya....

epi besday doyan!!
sayang doyan..hee


*ini doyan*


*ini intan dayana bt abu bakar*

*motif letak 2 gmbr nme len2 haha.grau je doyan...ske 2 gmbr ni taw...
**n sori wish lmbt sehari....huu

Monday, November 23, 2009

kadang-kala

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kadang-kala kite xsdar
kite mengatakan org itu org ini selfish
tp kite xpenah selfish ke?
kadang-kala kite xsdar
kite mengatakn org itu org ini xhormatkn kite
tp adakah kite menghormati org itu org ini?
kadang-kala kite xsdar
kite mengatakan org itu org ini xpedulikan kite
tp adakah kite pedulikan org itu org ini?
kadang-kala kite xsdar
kite mengataka org itu org ini xpndai jg hati org
tp adakah kite pndai jge hati org itu org ini?
kadang-kala kite xsdar
kite mengatakan org itu org ini cari kite hanya time die ssh dan perlukan kite shj
tp bukankah kite jge begitu kdg kala?

hidup ini ibarat roda
apa yang kite katakan trhadap org len
akn trjadi pd dr kite sdr

**post ini ialah pesanan ntuk dr sdr..maafkan saya rakan2 jika trdpt salah dan silap yang saya lakukan spnjg kite saling mengenali...sesungguhny saya hanyalah manusia biasa y sentiasa melakukan kesilapan...andai trdpt salah saya tegurlah...mudah2an saya dpt membaikinya...

Monday, November 16, 2009

new divide - linkin park

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I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divide

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide
Across this new divide, across this new divide

Monday, November 2, 2009

FINAL FINAL!!

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salam...
erm cptny mse berlalu kn?
again, da nk abs da 1 ag sem...
byk bnde jd sem ni...
atrny ialah
abg saya grad~~~~~!!!
huu
nk gk gtaw kn
hakhak
final saya stat 11hb november ni n abs 18hb november..
epi gk kz 1st time bdk bis abs awl final....
hee

so inilah jdual final saya:-
11 november 2009(wednesday) - database system,seminar room,9-12 am
13 november 2009(friday) - data communication and networking,test room block n,3-6 pm
13 november 2009(saturday) - object-oriented programming,mph,9-12 am
16 november 2009(monday) - business accounting,mh,9-12 am
18 november 2009(wednesday) - principles of finance,mh,2.30-530 pm

agk pack la jgk kn?
rsau jgk cket2
da la xde stdi week huu
xpe2
usaha tangga kejayaan!
jom2 stadi!!
=)

teman saya tido

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salam...
nk taw sape y teman saya tdo tiap2 mlm?
mereka lah....

*depan dr kiri:huggie,cutie,greenie
blkg dr kiri:chipmunk,pooh jr,pingu jr*

untuk pengetahuan sume
mereka ni sume pemberian org
penuh satu penjuru katil
huu


*mereka ni br temani malam2 saya taun ini..
chipmunk,huggie n greenie*


mereka sume ni sgt2 saya syg
tp y plg saya syg ialah pingu jr,greenie,pooh jr n huggie
kz mereka sume diberi oleh org2 yang sgt penting bg saya...
n huggie plg saya senangi kz ia sgt sdap dipeluk
hee


*huggie yang sdap dipeluk~*


*pingu jr kz dibg oleh abg trsyg iaitu abg pingu~lebarny pingu jr senyum~hee*


*greenie dr partner trbaek~cik furqan...syg kamu..hee*


*cutie dr thiha bdk myanmar...org y bg ni sbnrny sgt comel..seb bek org myanmar..kalo x...huu*


*pooh jr dr chapid...sbnrny de topi tp da trtggl..huu..btw,taw x chapid ckp pe time die beli pooh ni?hah fana,amk pooh ni..biar cpt2 abs stdi,grad then bley kawin..huu xley blah tul*


*ni chipmunk y ikram@karim bg..trkejut tul mle2 dpt..huu*

comel kn mereka2 ni sume...
hee

ops,trlpe!
saya de satu ag yang saya trtggl kt umh ari2...

*comel..dk umh baek2 ye comel*

wlaupn saya taw da byk kali da saya ckp ayt ni tp nk ckp ag skali gk
COMELKN MEREKA2 NI SUME...
tq korg kz sudi teman saya tdo tiap2 mlm
eh da lewat
jom tdo~
hee
nite2
salam
=)

Saturday, October 31, 2009

suka dan tak suka

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salam...
lm idup ni
de bnde y kite ske n de bnde y kite xske kn?
bnde y sy ske?
banyaaaaaak~
of korse la mkn hikhik
specially bnde y pedas
sgt ske tomyam y pedas dan masam
oh oh
mau tomyam~
erm....
can't think of anything else y saya ske skrg ni...huu
y saya xske?
first of all,saya xske pintu bilik saya trbuka
*rumate,plis take attention!hee*
bg saya bilik 2 tpt y sgt personal so org dr luar xberhak masuk or taw pe y de lm bilik saya unless diberi keizinan
pelik kn?
tp mmg saya xske pintu bilik saya trbukak
cket pn saya xske apatah lagi kalo sebesar2 alam die trbukak
then saya xske kalo org intai2 pe y saya wat ngn laptop saya
eh2 tgk ko py suda la
xyah la tgk ak py
then saya xske org pjuk saya time saya nangis unless saya y mtk dipujuk
sbb kalo de org pjuk saya akn mkin kuat nangis
so better leave me alone ble saya nangis

hee
xske ag byk dr ske
xpe2
sbnrny ske 2 sgt byk smpai xdpt nk pk
hehe

teman...

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salam..
td dpt msg dr sum1..

msgny brbunyi gni:-
bila ingin berteman jgn pandang pd kelebihanny
kerna dgn 1 kekurangan kau akn menjauhiny...
jgn pandang kebaikan
kerna dgn 1 kelemahan kau akn membenciny...
jgn menguji ilmuny
kerna bila dia buntu kau akn menyisihny...
andai kau berteman terimalah dia seadany...
dia hanya seorg teman yang hanya seorg manusia seperti dirimu jua...(",)

**terima rakan anda seadanya dl jika anda mahu dr anda diterima seadanya...

alhamdu lillah...

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salam...
alhamdu lillah...
setelah hmpir 5 bln saya kempunan mau mkn pizza
ari ni br dpt mkn...
huu
sronok2~
mkn smpai xley msuk prut da

y xley blah
bley plak furqan ckp
"aik,plik ni fana xabs mkn ni"
hukhuk
lately ni fana xde selera mkn sgt la furqan
so xplik sgt la kalo fana xabs pizza td
penah kot mkn 2 meals ngn nasi sbungkus jek
haha
jimat kn?
sbnrny xde selera nk abskn nasi 2
so smpn
da lapar nnt smbg mkn
y haruny
mkn kali ke2 pn xley abskn gk
huu
sumting wrong ke aku ni?

Monday, October 26, 2009

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mampukah diriku menjadikan keadaan kembali seperti dl?
oh oh
saya xtaw
kamu
give me some time k?
jz let the time decides...
=)

Saturday, October 24, 2009

mimpi...

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oh oh...
dgn bertimbun2 test n project smpt agik update blog yek...
adoi~
dah2
stdi2

btw
smlm sy mimpi...
huu
xtaw la mimpi 2 best ke x
tp y psti ia buat saya blushing *blushing2*
huu
oh oh
tolong la jgn angau oke!
hikhik

**furqan,tolong la jgn gtaw mimpi saya kt org len...malu la~*euww!!=p*
***i'm still blushing...nnt kalo jmpe dye cmne la ek...blushing jgk ke?huu

i'll be dying next wik

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important events next week:
- test2 database system(monday)
- test2 data communication network(monday)
- object oriented programming project's presentation(wednesday)
- test3 object oriented programming(wednesday)
- business accounting debate(thursday)
- data communication network group project's presentation(thursday)
- quiz1 peer group counselling(thursday)

other important events:
- principle of finance group project's presentation(3rd november 2009,tuesday)
- test2 principle of finance(4th november 2009,wednesday)

oh oh...
semoga sumeny selamat~~
amiin.....

Thursday, October 22, 2009

seandainy

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seandainy
masa bley diputar kembali
mahukah anda memutarny kembali?
seandainy
mistakes anda bley diundo
mahukah anda meng'undo'ny?
seandainy
anda bley dpt kembali pe y anda hilang dl
mahukah anda mndptny semula?

then i tell u dis
OWH
I DUN GIVE A DAMN OKE
i dun want to roll back the time kz the past is history n u have to learn from the past in order to become a better person
i dun want 2 undo my mistakes
kz again i learn how 2 live a life when doing mistakes over n over again
n yet i can kno people's real attitude 2wards mistake-doers
at least i can kno whether he/she is a really tru fren or not
i dun want 2 get back the things dat i lost kz lost things... i juz dun want them back k
let's buy new things 2 replace them
haha

orait
dis is a very merepek post
saya tensi
esok mau test
risau2
huu
da la td pintu blik trkunci
hancur musnah suda pintu bilikku
btw special gratitude 2 all my housemate kz tlg td
n of korse 2 dqeen kz berjaya menge'kick' pintuku hingga trbuka
tq korg~

*i dun give a single damn bout wat **** doing n wat da bloody hell **** smiling about. like i bloody care huh*

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

please...

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people
give me a break
please~!

if you're not the one-daniel bedingfield

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If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know whatthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

**lagu y sgt digemari sejak dari form 1

Monday, October 19, 2009

rindu rindu rindu

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saya rindu~~
rindu akannya...
ari2 ntah nape sgt2 trigt kt die...
perasaan trigt 2 sgt2 kuat
ag kuat dr rasa trigt y sblmny
rpe2ny....
smlm p klas
kierah gtaw
"fana,abg pingu kim salam."
owh~
abg pingu~~
kesalny xp diner ari2
erm...
xde rezki nk jmpe abg pingu
huu
free2 je mata berair jap smlm
sbb trsgt rindu
oh
seriusly rindu akan abg pingu
bile bley jmpe ag ek...
insyaALLAH
de rezki jmpe la kn
mudah2an...
amiin...



*die xprasan gmbrny dikandid!hee*

Sunday, October 18, 2009

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Hate (I Really Don't Like You)
Plain White T's

Love, love, love, love, love, love.
Woo !

You were everything I wanted.
You were everything a girl could be.
Then you left me brokenhearted,
Now you don't mean a thing to me.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really don't like you.

I really don't like you...

Thought that everything was perfect,
Isn't that how it's supposed to be ?
Thought you thought that I was worth it,
Now I think a little differently.
All I wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
(Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Now that it's over,
you can't hurt me.
Now that it's over,
you can't bring me down.

Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh...(x2)

All i wanted was your
Love, love, love, love, love, love.

Hate is a strong word,
but i really, really, really don't like you.
(I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you.
(Liked about you)
Brought you around,
and you just brought me down.
Hate is a strong word,
but I really, really, really dont like you

Ooh, ooh, ooh, oh, oh, oh... (x4)silent

I really don't like you... (x3)louder

**hate is a strong word..dun let me say dat i hate u...

***sronok dgr lagu ni...rse cm nk melompat2 je...hu

lelaki

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kenapa mesti merana sbb laki?
kenapa mesti kita maafkan die lepas apa y die wat kt kita?
igtlah kawan
lelaki yang memudaratkan dr kita iaitu kononny org y disayanginya bukanlah org y trbaik buatmu
jika betul die menyayangimu
dia xkan sggp ntuk membenarkan kita mengeluarkan setitik mutiara pn deminya
dia xkn sggp membiarkn kita sakit kepala memikirkan dia
die xkn sggp memberi kita ketensionan yang melampau disebabkan olehny
oleh itu
sedarlah teman
dia bkn yang trbaik ntukmu
kerna aku sendiri
selaku temanmu tidak sggp untuk melihatmu sengsara hanya disebabkn oleh lelaki itu
maafkanku jika kiranya nukilanku ini menyakitkan hatimu
akan tetapi
aku tak bisa melihatmu berendam air mata hanya kerana lelaki itu
lepaskanlah dia
insyaALLAH
akan ada y lbey baek menantimu



**nukilan dr teman yang tidak sggp melihat temanny bersedih kerana lelaki...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

blind

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I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

**when my love for u was blind
but i couldn't make u c it...

my heart is broken enough dat i'm not sure either it will be mended one day or will it be forever broken



Friday, October 16, 2009

words that i longing to say now

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- like i care!

- huh!

- ckp senang weyh nk wat???

- ko nk ak watpe sbnrny?

- BENCI weyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

alamak~

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alamak~
rasa itu dtg lagi....
cmne ek....
cmne nk sekat rasa itu dr dtg?
ideas any1??

rindu dtg....
tnpa diundang...
pelik
rasa y sepenuhny hilang dl tbe2 dtg kembali...

Saturday, October 10, 2009

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Hadapi Dengan Senyuma-Dewa

(*)
Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi…
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua…kan baik-baik saja

(**)
Bila ketetapan Tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah…
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff :
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

**hadapi dengan senyuman...smile~~ =)

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

minta maaf

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oke people,
how i wish to curse people!
igt ko sorg je ke y de prasaan??
saya xde???
oh,tolong la oke!!
btul la org ckp
wat baik sbyk mne pn, jz with a simple mistake
people will judge u as a bad person for the whole life
kamu,saya sedar sape dr saya...
i mean nothing 2 u...
dat's y u did this to me
oh PLEASE!!
GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!
U ****** ***!!!!

**maafkan saya ats post ini....sgt3 ingin maki org...tp saya xde skill untuk maki org....so saya maki blog saya jela ek...huu

Sunday, October 4, 2009

SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN YANG KE-19

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SELAMAT ULANG TAHUN!
huu...
post lmbt sehari....
xpelah....
xpenting pn....
harapan saya untuk umur ke-19 ini:
- saya nk epikn umi abh saya ngn bg kt diorg pe y diorg nk dr saya
- saya nk jd org yang lbey baek dr saya yang dl
- saya mau capai ape yang saya nk capai
- saya xnk sdey2 ag~*bak kate kak emma...jgn sdey2 ag~
- saya mau mencuba untuk suka ape y saya buat
- saya mau rse byk bnde ag
- saya mau gembira dismpg fmly n kwn2
- saya mau trus berada di jalan ini insyaALLAH
- semoga saya lbey dekat dgnNYA dr tahun sebelum ini...
amiin.....
tp saya jga nk mtk
untuk dibekukan dahulu hati ini dr menyayangi buat mse ini...

btw,hari ni(4hb Oktober) besday hanie....
selamat ulang tahun my dear fren!
semoga pjg umur murah rezeki....
semoga berjaya dlm apa yang diusahakan...
semoga sentiasa dlm perjuangan....
dan jge semoga dipertemukan dgn jodoh yang baik...^_^
amiin....


*saya dan hanie*

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

demam lagik~

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huu...
saya demam lagi....
y ni ag truk dr ari 2....
kpala skit cm nk pecah...
bdn plak sengal2...
kt c2 sakit kt cni sakit...
huu
smlm p klinik...
doktor ckp "hah,ni sorg ag y nk kena kuarantin!"
pe xny,suhu pn da 38.7...
kuarantin??oh,tidak!!
saya tak mau dikuarantinkan....
papepn samada saya dikuarantinkan or x akn diketahui kul 10 nnt...
huu
doakan saya cepat sembuh ye~~

Saturday, September 26, 2009

doushite kimi wo suki natte shimattandarou-tohoshinki

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Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokende shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)


** lagu ni sgt sdap....wlaupun xphm pape pn die ckp(pid,tlg translate lagu ni kt aku!=p) tp die py lagu mmg best...dgr lagu ni lm kete chapid time nk p kb ari 2...then time otw nk p umh die pas blik dr beraya umh umi asma n umi yana pn still dgr lagu ni jgk(ha:pid,lagu samo jah..chapid:byk lagu...ak malah nk burn...natila ak burn ak wi sek2 mu dgr....irra n fana:*gelak suda..haha*)
hee =D


*ni la band tohoshinki 2...tp saya xpenah dgr ag band ni...nk taw lbey lanjut sal band ni sila google or ty la chapid ye...=P*

mau kenal sape itu chapid?ni gmbr die...

*ni time die xtaw y gmbr die disnap...hee*


*ni plak gmbr die posing...hee*


**sbnrny post ini lbey kpd tribute ntuk chapid aka mohd norsyafiq bin abdul hamid...tq pid kz sntiasa sudi jd driver ak time kite sme2 cuti...jasamu dikenang...da p jepun nnt tlg la cri laki jepun comel ntuk aku ek...aku nk y cm jun matsumoto tp aku xmo jun matsumoto versi malaysia aka mu!hee ^_~



Thursday, September 17, 2009

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN =)

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salam....
ramadhan da smpai di penghujungnya...
syawal pula yang menjelma...
oleh itu, suka saya untuk mengucapkan

SELAMAT HARI RAYA...
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN....

jari disusun ampun maaf dipinta....
byk salah dan khilafnya diri ini...
harap dpt dimaafkan dan jika saya melakukannya sekali lagi
suka saya jika rakan2 dpt memberitahu saya akn kesalahan yang saya lakukan
sbb kdg2 saya tidak sedar akn salah saya...
mtk maaf sekali lagi...
trutama sekali untuk fizah,wani,furqan,kierah,hanie,che aten,safwan,aiman dan jge kieJ....
maafkan saya....
untuk abg2 dan kakak2...
saya pohon ampun....
untuk rakan2 satu korse....
saya minta maaf....
semoga hari2 yang mendatang lebih bermakna dan kita(termasuk diri saya juga) dpt membetulkan diri supaya mnjadi lebih baik....
amiin....

dan sekali lagi,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN =)




Tuesday, September 15, 2009

hari ini...

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salam...
hari ini saya gembira...
saya xtaw kenapa tapi saya gembira...
maybkah sbb gossip girl season 3 da kuar??
huu....
saya rindukan dan humphrey saya.....
hee


Sunday, September 13, 2009

kantoi-zee avi

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semalam i call u
u tak answer
u kata u keluar pergi diner
u kata u keluar dgn kwn u
but when i called tommy he said it wasn't true

so i drove my car
pergi damansara
tommy kata maybe u tgk bola
tapi bila i sampai u
u tak ada
lagi la i jadi gila

so i call then call smpai u answer
u kata sori sayang
tadi tak dengar
my phone was on silent
i was at the gym
tp latar belakang suara perempuan lain

sudah lah sayang
i don't believe u
for is known that your words were never true
why am i with u i pun tak tahu
no wonder lah my friends pun tak suka u

so i guess that's the end of our story
akhir kata she accepted his apology
tapi last-last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too
with her ex-boyfriend's best friend
tommy....


kantoi

**lagu yang comel..=)

rindu serindu-rindunya-spoon

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berikanlah jawapan
huraikanlah simpulan
biar tenang jiwaku
setelah kasih lama berlalu

tidak mungkin kulupa
perjanjian kita
dibawah pohon bambu
dikala bulan sedang beradu

mengapa terjadi perpisahan ini
di kala asmara melebar sayapnya
mengapa kau pergi di saat begini
di kala hatiku terlukis namamu

kalau memang tiada jodoh
apa lagi nk ku heboh
aku malu pada teman
pada semua

rindu....rindu serindu-rindunya
namun engkau tak mengerti
pilu....pilu sepilu-pilunya
namun engkau tak peduli

malu.....semalu-malunya
namun apa daya orang xsudi
mahu....semahu-mahunya
namun apa daya orang dah benci

berikanlah jawapan
huraikanlah simpulan
biar tenang jiwaku
aku rindu

Saturday, September 12, 2009

kenapa?

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kenapa,
saya rse cmni?
kenapa,
jd cmni?
kenapa,
hidup saya kosong sekarang?
kenapa,
saya rasa mahu lari?
kenapa,
saya ingin pergi jauh?
kenapa,
hati rse terbeban?
kenapa,
saya melakukan perkara-perkara tersebut?
sekali lagi kenapa,
ini yang terjadi.....

tapi saya tahu,pe yang terjadi itu ade hikmahny...
ape yang trjadi ade sebabny...
ape y trjadi ade sumting y DIA mahu tunjuk....
ape yang trjadi ialah reflect kepada diri saya...
oleh itu,bersabarlah duhai hati...
smpai maseny kamu akn mengerti...



Tuesday, September 8, 2009

perlukah?

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bile kenangan lalu mengusik rse....
di kala itu juga manik2 jernih menitis...
sesungguhnya ia tnpa relaku...
ya,ia ialah kenangan...
tp ku tak ingin ingati lagi...
pabila ia datang mengusik,
sesungguhnya ia amat perit...
kadang kala trse seperti ingin..
ntuk mengulangi lagi kenangan itu...
tapi ianya tidak mungkin...
kerna ia sudah jd sejarah...
antara kita tidak lagi seperti dulu...
kamu,sesungguhnya ku merindu...




Monday, August 31, 2009

...

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ya ALLAH...
kenapa hati ini xmahu tenang ya ALLAH....
kenapa hati ini seolah2 trbeban ya ALLAH....
kenapa hati ini trse sgt berat ya ALLAH....
apakah yang aku perlu lakukan agar semua ini hilang....
ya ALLAH ya TUHANku...
hanya padaMU kuberserah...
hanya padaMU aku berlindung...
hanya padaMU aku meluahkan segalanya...
aku tidak berdaya ya ALLAH...
trse semua ini sgt berat ntuk aku tanggung....
aku mohon padaMU ya ALLAH...
KAU berikanlah kekuatan ntuk aku melalui semua ini ya ALLAH...
mungkin ini ujian ntukku....

Sunday, August 30, 2009

tadi...

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salam...
tadi kn,time tgh bkak pose,tbe2 de sorg 2 mengutarakan satu persoalan...smpai skrg saya dok pk tp xdpt2 jwpnny...soalam trsebut adalah...

"nape ek byk mne kite tdo pn xpenah boring ek??"

huu....mle2 dgr die ty 2 trgelak jgk..tp pas2 trpk...haah la kn...nape ek..hmmm....

...

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salam....

orang ckp teman sejati 2 ssh ntuk dicari....
da jmpe jgn lepaskn...
kz nk jmpe satu ag amat payah...
saya pn msih mencari teman saya y btul2 sejati...
teman y hampir sejati saya da jumpe...
tp y btul2 sejati saya belum menjumpainya ag....

teman sejati....
bilakah akn ku menemuimu...
ku amat mendambakan kehadiranmu....
mengharapkan agar kau sentiasa di sisiku...
berada di sisi saat2 ku memerlukanmu...
di saat ku gembira...
jge sedih...
di saat ku marah...
jge ketakutan....
...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

subhanallah...

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salam...

a: i've left ISLAM for a very long time...
b: but ISLAM will never leave u...

dgr dialog ni lm cite nur kasih...
ya ALLAH...rse touch sgt2 ble dgr....
ISLAM itu sgt mulia...
sudi menerima walaupun kita dah lme tgglkn ia...
jika ianya manusia,agk sukar ntuk melakukan demikian...kn?
saya sdr pn mayb susah....
so saya phm rse itu...
saya sgt2 phm...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

the need to be loved and to love

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salam...
kehidupan sbg seorg manusia...
disayangi dan menyayangi 2 da cm kewajipan...
xsemestinya terhadap orang y berlainan spesies tp trhadap org2 d sekeliling kita....
saya pn xtaw nape saya post sal ni...
tp ingatan trhadap umi ngn abh n adk2 sgt mencengkam...
rinduny pd mereka....
trigt suasana puasa kt umh...
pg2 bgn sahur...
bley tgk mke sorg2 ngntuk...
mata pn cm xbley bukak...haha...
adoi~
rinduny.....
then ble da nk bkak pose sumeny semangat...
y slalu xpenah2 nk tlg kt dapur pn msuk dapur...
haha
adoi~~
adik2ku...
rinduny mereka~~

2. mohd fazli bin abdul aziz
3. nur anisa bt abdul aziz
4. nur adila bt abdul aziz
5. nur athirah bt abdul aziz
6. nur fasiha bt abdul aziz*sgt2 rindu bdk kecik ni...huu*

**puasa elok2 kt umh ye..specially adk..hee
***sumbody plis shoot me!in the need of pain physically as i cannot endure the pain mentally...


Sunday, August 23, 2009

grad2

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salam...
ye,saya taw post ini agk lmbt kz da smggu peristiwa itu berlalu tp saya still nk post gk kz saya da jnji ngn org itu...hee
wuu...abg saya da grad...
nnt sape y nk teman saya mkn aiskrim ag...
sape y nk teman n tgk saya mkn nasi lemak kt tepi tasek ag....
nnt sape y nk teman saya jln2 ag...
nnt sape y nk stdi sme2 ngn saya,kierah n furqan...
nnt sape y nk bwk saya p pantai...
huu...
sgt sdey kz xtaw ble ag bley jmpe die...
time die dtg cni ntuk konvo ari 2 mmg sgt2 mnggunakan mase y ada dgn die...
huu...
xtaw ble ag bley spend mse ngn die cm2...
tp xpe...
wlau pape pn fana epi kz abg fana da grad...
n da keje...
nnt bley la bnje fana mkn aiskrim 1 tup ag kn2??
hee..=p


*wah,amk scroll ngn tun 2...hee*

**semoga maju jaya dlm hidup dan jge di kehidupan di cna....fana sgt2 menghargai saat2 abg pingu berada di sisi fana time2 fana sgt2 memerlukannya...saayang abg pingu!hee ^_^

Saturday, August 22, 2009

camwhoring di...SURAU???

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salam...
adoi~~
mmg la korg ni(eh2,pandai lak ngelat..kamu pn sme jgk la..)
kt surau pn bley ag amk2 gmbr kn?
kalo xsilap kejadian y xbape nk snonoh ni jd ari khamis..
time solat nk p klas...*kalo salah tlg btulkn ye...ak lpe la..hikhik*
so,mls nk ckp byk2...
korg tgk la gmbr2 di bwh ni ye...


*haa...ni la rumate trsayang sy...hee*


*ni lak korsemate n housemate saya...die ni sweet taw...tp kalo nk ejas die kn lalu saya dl yer..hee*


*ini jge korsemate dan housemate saya...die ni sgt2 comel...saya pn ley trpegun tgk die..hee(erk,saya bkn les**** ye..*


*wah,seyesny mereka!*


*eh,sejak ble plak kwn saya y sorg ni jd mak andam??*


*arghh!!!tensionny!!!=p*


*adoi~kalo da nmeny pmpuan..huu(sdar diri cket ye,kamu 2 pmpuan jgk!)*


*adoi~~mne la aku letak asgnmen aku ni...*

hee...
pape pn tq taw korg...
sonok bukak pose ngn korg td(hee)...
ilang tension jap...
=)